47. Future Lover
Alana's P.O.V.
Today marks one month since Sam has left. I'm honestly actually over it. Due to my past, I learned that I shouldn't waste a lot of time being sad about things that wouldn't last forever. I mean of course I miss him. I miss him a lot. And yes I still love him.. but I just love him in a different way now. I don't want any more serious relationships till next year. I just think it's time to actually start looking for a guy who I know might be my future husband. I want to make sure he won't leave me. I don't want to waste my time in a relationship where he'll cheat or leave me. I thought of Jack and giving him a second chance but I'm not sure. I honestly haven't met a lot of guys at this school and I'm glad because most of them are jerks, or they want looks or even just sex. I've talked to Jack about dating again, but I felt like he was my best friend instead of the guy I loved. I'm just going to wait now.. Wait till I bump into or fall into my future lover's arm. Let's just see who this person is.
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'Never Again' (Jack Gilinsky)
FanfictionI saw her standing in the crowd. I thought I would never see her again, but I was wrong. She looks amazing and she was once mine. I made one huge mistake and she was gone. But I promise, what I did to her I wont ever do again.. Never Again.
