12. Nevermind
Alana's P.O.V.
Yesterday was fun just being able to hang with Mariana and not worry about anything else. Well I guess I had to worry about 1 thing, whether or not I was going to give Jack another chance.. I honestly feel like I could trust him again but then again no. I had exactly 2 more weeks till I was going home. It was around 9 in the morning but I still expected everyone to be asleep. I decided to get up and see if any of the guys were up so I could maybe talk to one of them about Jack.. I snuck out of my hotel because Mariana was still sleeping and I didn't want to wake her. I walked down the hall and heard about 5 voices, all boys. I realized it was Carter, Taylor, Matt, Jack J., Cameron, and of course Jack G. They're door was cracked open a little so I knocked instead of just barging in. Right when, I was about to knock I heard Taylor say,"Are you sure man?" I thought to myself, 'What does that mean?' I wanted to listen so I just stood there.
"I mean I don't know if shes worth it anymore," Gilinsky said.
"What.. but don't you still love her?" that voice sounded like Carter.
"Yes, but she won't ever take me back so what's the point.."
"Did she ever tell you she wouldn't take you back?" Cameron said.
"No but-" Jack got cut off but Jack J. "Well you don't know that then, you have to dig in a little more deeper with her.."
"I don't know.. I feel like shes giving up on me and there's no hope for us anymore so I'm going to just let her go." Jack said.
"Dude Why?." Taylor said.
"Because there's no point if.. we're gonna get no where in our relationship!" Jack said a little mad. "I'm just thinking of her!"
Then Matt said,"Your not thinking of her.. Your thinking of yourself. You don't want to get hurt so you hurt her instead.." as soon as he finished, he went straight back to his room.
Wow.. He jumped straight into conclusion and thought I didn't want him back. I almost trusted him but he couldn't even trust me. He's letting me go. I'm so disappointed.. actually more like shocked. I didn't cry. I didn't make any expression. I just walked straight back to my hotel room, trying to let what just happened sink in. Forget about it! Forget about wanting him back.. Never mind about that.
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'Never Again' (Jack Gilinsky)
FanficI saw her standing in the crowd. I thought I would never see her again, but I was wrong. She looks amazing and she was once mine. I made one huge mistake and she was gone. But I promise, what I did to her I wont ever do again.. Never Again.
