'Never Again' (Jack Gilinsky)

26. Where We Stand

26. Where We Stand

Jack's P.O.V.

I really need and want to move on from Alana but I don't want to hurt her. I decided to subtweet something..

" @jackgilinsky: I just wanna know where we stand.. "

I typed and sent it. Of course, girls were tweeting me funny yet nasty things and some were asking who the tweet was about. I kind if hope Alana sees the tweet and maybe text me about it. I want to be a gentlemen and instead of texting her or even calling her I decided to write her. ( Old fashioned I realize that but I think it's adorable so judge me if you want haha ) Old fashioned I know but I think it's sweet and more sentimental. I get a paper and a pen and think about what to write. I want to be straight forward but also gentle.

"Dear Alana,

Ok yes I'm writing a letter but I thought it might mean more to you if I did. Anyways, I had a lot of fun with you when you came down here 3 weeks ago. But honestly I've been thinking a lot about what you said.. Remember when you told me that we shouldn't date because you thought it would turn out awful well I've been thinking and I kinda agree.. I hope you understand. I'm not quite sure if you're sad but I just wanted to let you know before you find out I have moved on from someone else. I guess there is no such thing as second chances in our love story.. I would still love to be friends though. See you soon maybe. Hope you have a great graduation (:

- Jack"

I tried to keep it as short and simple as I could. I really hope I didn't hurt her though. I decided the sooner I mail it the better it would be. I drive over to the post office and mail it. This could either be the worst decision or best decision I have ever made. Guess we'll find out later.