The Rouge Violinist (Kousei x Female Reader)

(33) Rain and Tears

Kousei's POV (Sorry if you want your POV but we'll build up to that, promise ;)

"(y-y/n), dammit (y/n), wake up, please. (y/n)!!" I yelled, desperate for her to wake up. I felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. Everything around me was frozen, it was just me and her, nothing else. I couldn't focus on anything, I wanted to do something, but my mind was fractured with worry.

I was able to get my mind straight for a moment, noticing I had to stop the blood. I wrapped my jacket around her head, where most of it was coming from, and I pushed down on it gently to not make it worse.  

After I wrapped her head, I had realized that her breathing had gotten more shallow, and her heartbeat, fainter.

"Shit." I cursed under my breath. I lay her down flat and put my hands over her heart, doing CPR. I didn't know much about it, but I knew enough to have some sort of effect. One after another, I kept trying, gaining desperation by the minute.

But the only thing that happened was more tears trailing down the side of my face. I looked at her face, to see no life, only pale, sickly skin. I plugged her nose, putting my ear over her mouth, but I did not get the results I wished for.

I felt nothing, just silence, not a single breath, just, nothing.

"KOUSEI!!" I turned around quickly, only to see Katsu and Nori running up to us. "What hap-" Nori stopped himself, seeing my saddened and desperate expression, and a lifeless (y/n) in my tight grasp.

Nori simply dropped to his knees, clutching the grass beneath him, but Katsu was able to keep a level head. "Kousei, what happened?" Katsu said sternly.

"I don't know, all I did was come to find her, but she was in a ditch, covered in blood. So I called an ambulance, but they haven't gotten here yet." I said, trying to hold back my sobs.

We all sat silent for a small moment, and then the sound of sirens reached our ears. "They're here." Katsu said bluntly, as his raven hair swirled around him. "Give her to me." He demanded.

I didn't want to let go, but I knew it was better for him to take her. Even if we were all of the same age, Katsu towered over my and Nori, making his stride longer, he'd be quicker.

I lifted (y/n) up bridal style, and passed her over to Katsu. "Let's go." Katsu sprinted out to the parking lot, and I grabbed Nori, lifting him up off of the ground and dragging him along with me.

When we reached the lot, and the ambulance was already there. All of the paramedics ripped (y/n) from Katsu and rushed her over to a stretcher.

One of the various paramedics walked up to us, asking us loads of questions. "Alright boys, thank you for the information, we'll take you all to the hospital we are transporting your friend to in another ambulance. You won't be able to see her, but since you are the only people we can qualify as family, we will keep you updated, please follow me."

We followed the tall male over to the other ambulance, and we sat on the bench like seats that were in it. I clutched my hands in my lap, trying to fight off the thoughts of (y/n) being dead, but I couldn't stop them from flooding through my head like a broken dam.

I began to hyperventilate, but no one noticed, luckily for me. Everything began to blur around me, like wet paint, but I realized it was just tears. I held my head up with my hands as my gaze gravitated to the ground. One drop after another, I was drowning in my own sadness.

I was being dragged down to the sunless sea. Again.

-time skip-

We sat in the lobby of the hospital, getting some things sorted out with the doctors.

We were told that they were able to restart her heart with the defibrillator, but she was in a coma now. But we couldn't do anything for her until we had an adult, the only person she has is Mrs. Caroline, or her aunt, but even she has been having some issue's herself, she has been forced to be on a wheelchair full time now instead of part time. We would have to transport (y/n) back over to Japan, in a coma.

"I guess what we'll have to do is take her over on the company jet in the medical bed and have a couple of medics on board with her at all times. We've never had anything like this happen before, but I guess that is the best option. The only question is does the plane have outlets we can plug things like the heart monitor into?" The doctor asked, and Katsu answered for us.

"It does, multiple at that, you should be able to plug at most seven devices in if she's placed in the right spot." He nodded, looking a little in thought.

"Alright, we'll board her up tomorrow, for now, the best thing for her is rest. You boys should head home and rest up, leave her guardian's number and we will update them on her current condition." We all nodded, and I gave them a small paper with Mrs. Caroline's phone number.

"Thank you, we'll take good care of her." The blonde female doctor said with a smile.

I then grabbed my bag and rushed out of the hospital, not giving Katsu and Nori a chance to speak to me, only to head home and fall asleep to rain and tears.

(there is going to be another chapter later, that's why this one is shorter than normal.)