"I can't!" he screams. He screams so fucking loud his lungs start to burn and his throat starts to tear. "Ican'tIcan'tIcan't!" He wipes furiously at his eyes and cheeks, wanting to take away the tears he never planned. Nobody ever plans tears.
But he's too strong for this. He knows that. He wants to feel the deepest depths of being broken, but he can't. His purpose is too strong.
"I can't," he chokes, begging with his eyes for help from the sky as his arms hang limp by his sides.
He... he can. He knows he can. He sinks to the ground in agony, pressing his forehead and palms against the cool ground. "I can," he whispers. "I really fucking can."
"But that hurts so much more."
♡ reminder that it's okay to hurt and it's okay to feel what you're feeling. you're beautiful and i love you. any of you can talk to me whenever you want or need to. i love you and i'm here for you. ♡
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5 Seconds of Summer One-Shots
FanfictieThis is just a book of 5 Seconds of Summer one shots, all boyxboy because who doesn't love cute, fluffy stories? beware of cringiness Hope you enjoy :-)
