Is This Taboo? - Brendon Urie Fanfiction

*Chapter 28*

Brendon's POV

After my embarrassing interaction with Mia, I ran to the safety of Jaron's room, where I was spending the night.

"What's wrong?" Jaron asked with a chuckle.

Dammit, I thought he was asleep!

"Nothing, what makes you think somethings wrong?" I blurted out, trying to find something to discretely cover my...you know.

"Then why were you running?" Jaron questioned.

"I-Um saw a ghost"

Nice one dipshit, that's totally believable.

"Brendon you're an odd one you know that?"

I just chucked lightly before Jaron exited the room to perform his nightly bathroom duties.

I lay down on the air bed positioned across from Jaron's and covered myself with my sleeping bag.

After about 10 minutes Jaron returned. He walked over to and lay down in his own bed. Before switching off his light, he asked me;

"Are you sure you're alright? You know you can tell me anything."

Shit. What am I meat to say? I really like your sister, I've kissed her on multiple occasions, spent multiple times sleeping with her (you know what I mean) and just 10 minutes ago she gave me a boner.

"I'm just worried about Maths, if I don't do any better, I'll fail the class." This was somewhat true but not what was actually bugging me.

"So that's why Mia is tutoring you."

"Yeah."

"Well she's a great teacher and she says you're doing so much better already. Try not to stress, you won't fail as long as you put in a little effort."

"Are you saying that I, Brendon 'always late to class and does shit all homework' Urie doesn't try?" I replied, pulling a mocked insulted face.

"That's exactly what I'm saying" Jaron responded with a cocky smile.

I threw a nearby empty water bottle at him, we laughed, and then called it a night.

***

I tried, and I really did try to get to sleep, but I just kept thinking about Mia. Things had been escalating recently, and don't get me wrong I liked it, but this whole settling down thing was still bugging me.

I wanted to see her, I needed to see her. I didn't want to do anything sexual if that's what you're thinking, I just enjoyed her company. She seemed to understand better than anyone what I was going through.

After another 10 minutes of lying awake, I felt my phone vibrate under my pillow. I reached under my head and clicked the home button. The message was from Mia. I couldn't remember when we had exchanged numbers but that wasn't an issue right now.

I unlocked the phone and read the message.

Mia – Are you awake? I can't sleep.

I quickly responded.

Brendon – Yeah, I can't sleep either.

Mia – Come see me?

Brendon – Be there soon.

I clicked off my phone and readied myself to leave the room. Jaron's loud and somewhat annoying snoring confirmed that he was indeed asleep, allowing me to exit unnoticed.

I walked down the hallway and towards Mia's room. I pushed open the already ajar door and found Mia sitting up in her bed.

"Hey" she said quietly.

"Hey, why can't you sleep?" I asked, moving towards her.

"Promise you won't laugh?" she asked shyly.

"I promise."

"I had a bad dream."

"Aww" I cooed. She patted the spot next to her on the bed for me to join.

I climbed onto the bed, pulled the covers over me and Mia snuggled up next to me.

After sitting silently and playing with her hair for a few minutes, she spoke up.

"Why couldn't you sleep?" she asked looking up at me.

"You" is all I responded.

"What about me?"

"I can't stop thinking about you" I looked down at her.

"I can't stop thinking about you either" she admitted, hiding her face in me chest.

We stayed there, embracing for a further few minutes.

I sighed, "What are we going to do?"

She sighed and raised herself from next to me, "I don't know. But I know what I want to do."

I raised an eyebrow, "And what's that?"

She didn't answer me. Well not verbally. She lent up and kissed me. She kissed me. I don't know if I have mentioned this before but who initiates the kiss is very important. In my case, most girls (and guys ngl) that I have been with have initiated the kiss. For me to initiate the kiss is definitely more intimate. All the previous kisses I have initiated, which says something in itself, but now that Mia was kissing me, it felt so much more special.

I reciprocated her movement, softly pulling her face closer to my own. She wrapped her arms around my neck, deepening the kiss. Our bodies were so close, seeming to fit together perfectly. By instinct, I found myself drawing my tongue across her lips, asking for entrance. I was about to pull away and apologise but she accepted.

Our tongues explored each-others mouths, and I can't remember kissing ever feeling this good. I wanted to kiss to last forever, but that was not the case.

I was shaken awake by Jaron.

"Come on man, we're going to be even later than usual!" he said as he exited to the room to use the bathroom.

I sat up and put my head in my hands. It was a fucking dream.