Mr. Mendes

Save Me.

Lexi.

I looked at him with no expression and tried to think about what to say.

"It's just a friend," I said and tried grabbing my phone again.

"Seriously? Just a friend? Alexis I'm not stupid!" He said and his voice filled with anger.

"Mark just give me my phone please," I begged and went for my phone again, but instead my wrist was grabbed by his hand.

"So what? You're cheating on me now? What the hell Alexis!" He yelled and his grip around my wrist started to get tighter to the point where tears were spilling out from my eyes.

"Mark please! You're hurting me," I cried but his grip got tighter by the second.

"You're such a bitch Alexis! How could you do this to me! You slut!" He said and threw my phone down to the ground.

At this point, I didn't even care about my phone, I just sat there holding my wrist. I didn't know whether to be frightened or just plain or sad right now.

I didn't know what to do so instead I grabbed my phone which was completely shattered and went into my contacts. I heard the phone ring and it instantly picked up.

"Hello?" His voice was raspy which meant he had just woken up.

"Hey, sorry to be a bother, but can you come get me please," I said with a small sniffle.

"Sure. Is everything alright?"

I debated on whether to tell him but I couldn't. I knew he would probably get protective, and I didn't want that to happen.

"Yeah, I just wanted a ride home since everyone is drunk and yeah," I said still wiping the tears off my face.

"Okay I'll be there in a few," he said and I smiled to myself.

"Thanks Liam."

And with that, the call ended.

~~~

I sat there, still waiting for Liam wondering where he was at. I didn't pay attention to anything until I saw a black jeep pull up on the curb.

"Alexis, is everything alright?"

"W-what are you doing here? I told Liam to come get me," I said still stuttering at the fact the Shawn came.

"I ran into Liam when he was on his way to get you, he told me you wanted a ride, so here I am," he said and his voice was calm.

"Alright," I sighed and got into the car.

We drove for, what felt like a couple of minutes, until we pulled up into my driveway.

"Thanks for the ride," I mumbled and tried to get out of the car but he had locked the doors.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I heard Shawn mutter under his breath.

"I don't know what you're talking about. Now can you please let me out?" I said trying to tug on the door again.

"You could've told me you were going to a party you know?" He said and I sat back in the seat.

"Why? Is it wrong for me to want to go out and have some fun with my friends?" I scoffed while rolling my eyes.

"No, but you could've been honest with me," he said in a quiet tone.

"Why? Why do you want to know everything so fucking badly?" I said and as much as I wanted to keep calm I couldn't.

My mind was trying to fight something I wasn't so sure about.

"Because your parents wanted me to take care of you," he said and his tone began to rise.

"Seriously Shawn! I don't believe that I know that's not the whole truth!" I said and I could feel my hands start to burn with fury.

"Because I love you okay? I want to make sure nothing bad happens to you!" He yelled and threw his hands up in frustration.

"Wow," I mumbled while sitting back in my seat.

That's what I was trying to avoid. I know he loves me and I love him but something in my body is rejecting it. But in all honesty, I know what I want.

I want him.

Before anything else could go wrong I heard his voice break through my thoughts again.

"Can you please say something," he mumbled and I turned my head in his direction.

I didn't know what was happening in my head right now, but I knew that I wasn't able to think straight. I felt some pull come over me.

All I wanted was him, and doing this will get me that. I slowly moved my hand up to his cheek and my lips moved closer to his.

After a few more slow moments, his lips met mine. I pulled away after one kiss and looked into his eyes. All of the sudden a bigger feeling bursted out of the both of us.

His lips collided with mine again, and somehow, in a few seconds I ended up in his lap. My hands were tugging on his hair while his were tugging on my shirt.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked and I nodded.

"I'm sure."

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