Lights On.*

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Alright, so for any of you youngsters reading this, this message is for you. This chapter, as well as the future chapters, if they have a * (star) in the name, there will be a smut. If you do not wish to read that, there will usually be a hyphen at the end of the smut, but for this chapter, there isn't, so just skip the whole chapter if you don't wish to read it.

Thank you and enjoy!
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Lexi.

We got out of the car and Shawn lifted me up in his arms, carrying me into the house. It was difficult to unlock the front door, but once we made it in, I knew there was no going back.

Not only would this be my first time doing something like this, but it'll be his too. He said he would wait until he knew he was absolutely in love with the person, which in this case, it's me.

My heart was pounding as we made it upstairs to my bedroom. My back was pressed against the comforter of my bed. Shawn and I were still kissing and I pulled away to catch my breath.

I ran my hands along his chest and looked up at him while biting my lip.

"Damm you are sexy," he muttered under his breath and attached his lips back onto mine.

I backed up a little bit to lay most of my body on the bed while trying to take Shawn's shirt off at the same time. When he realized what I was trying to do, I felt him pull away and watched him remove his shirt.

Holy fucking shit.

I could feel Shawn's eyes settle on me and knew he wanted me to remove my shirt, but I couldn't move. The sight off his body was already enough to send me over the edge.

I didn't have the courage to take my eyes off of his perfectly chiseled abs. They look fucking incredible.

When I finally had the courage to move, which felt like almost a decade, I took off my shirt revealing my blue lace bra. I looked back up at him to see his eyes grow darker while he licked his lips.

I pulled him back onto me, and somehow my hands ended up at his waistline. My hands fumbled with the buckle of his pants, but I eventually got them off.

He pulled away quickly to remove them and tried removing my shorts while sucking on my neck. You know those dreams I had before? Well this is so much better in real life, and in the dreams they were already mind blowing.

"Shawn," I moaned and he finally got my shorts off.

His hands were roaming over my body. His hands moved to my back to unclasp my bra, leaving me in only my matching lace underwear.

"You're so beautiful Lex," he breathed out while still having his lips attached to my neck, "so fucking beautiful."

I groaned without saying any words because, in all honestly, I didn't know what to say. Everything he was doing felt so right. That feeling I had before about this not being right, was gone in this whole entire moment. I'm finally getting what I not only wanted, but needed.

Before I knew it, my hips were grinding against his in a desperate need to have him. He noticed what I was doing and pulled away from me after kissing me gently on my lips.

I kept my head towards the ceiling and I could feel his fingers slowing move down my body to the very thread of my panties. In a matter of seconds, they were off.

I felt a cold breeze between my legs and I could sense Shawn looking at me. On the ground I could hear shuffling noises, so I picked my head up.

"Shawn? What are you doing?" I asked and he finally picked his head up off the ground.

"Just needed to get this," he said and stood up with a condom in his hand.

"You're so weird," I chuckled and he smiled while getting on top of me again.

I felt him shift a bit so I moved away to make sure he was alright with everything. I ignored what he was doing and from the corner of my eye I could see his 'not so little friend.'

Damn this is gonna hurt!

"Alexis?" I heard him say breaking me from my thoughts.

I smiled and slowly crawled on top of him, only to feel him start to rub my thighs.

"You're so beautiful," he said and pulled me down for one last kiss before we practically lose our virginities to each other.

The kiss was slow, so I took this chance to slowly move my body down his length. I had my eyes closed as I realized how much pain this actually was having over me.

I screeched a little bit but that all went away when I felt Shawn whispering soothing words to me. When I finally got comfortable, I started moving my body up and down his length slowly.

My soft moans were muffled against Shawn's lips. I felt Shawn's hands move to my ass making me moan a bit louder as his squeezed it roughly. Once I got to a steady rhythm, I began to go faster only to here Shawn's low growling.

"Shit, Lex," he groaned against my lips and I could feel my lips part from his, "keep going."

My hips started rolling slightly and more moans were releasing from the both of us. Our lips were barely brushing against each other's as our moans of pleasure started taking over.

My hand was tightly intertwined with his left while his other was guiding my hips up and down on. He began bucking his hips to the rhythm that I had created, hitting the right spot each time.

As we both were nearly at the peak of our highs, I buried my head into the crook of his neck whispered, "Faster," since I was unable to form any actual sentences.

He quickened his pack, as did I, and our eyes were squeezed shut.

"Shawn," I moaned as I was beginning to reach the peak of my climax.

"Lex, don't stop," he groaned as we both finally reached our climax.

The only sound in the room to be heard were our heavy breaths. I slowly got off of his lap and rested my back against the sheet of my bed. My chest felt heavy and I could just see it moving up and down.

I felt Shawn's arms move around me and I pulled myself closer to him.

"I love you so much Alexis," he mumbled while kissing the top of my head.

"I love you too Shawn," I whispered back and soon felt my eyes grow heavy as I fell asleep.

Now there's definitely no going back.

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