Mr. Mendes

Give Me Space.

Lexi.

"Alexis," he whispered and got up from my bed.

"What do you want?" I asked politely and he shook his head.

"I just want to talk," he said and walked closer to me.

"Why? After everything that happened today?" I said and could feel my anger start to boil in my stomach.

"That was a misunderstanding I was just-" I cut him off and could feel my body start to tense.

"What? Jealous! Like why in the hell would you embarrass me in front of the whole class, do you understand how much that hurt me over some bullshit reason!"

"Alexis, please calm down," he said in a calm tone and I could feel myself slowing giving into him.

I could feel this tension start to grown, so I turned on my heels to try to walk out the door, but the door closed and I was trapped. From both sides I could see Shawn's large hands blocking me in.

I turned around to see him looking down at me with nothing but lust in his eyes.

"Please just talk to me," he begged and his face moved closer to mine.

I could feel his breath on my face and it sent a shudder down my spine.

"I-I don't know w-what to s-say," I stuttered and his face continued to move closer to mine.

It was at the point where our noses were touching and our lips were starting to part. My breathing had hitched and my body was doing nothing but trembling.

"Then just kiss me," he whispered and it had me melt into him.

Our lips touched and this warm feeling bursted inside of me. No matter how wrong this was, it felt so right. I wrapped my arms wrapped around his neck while his stayed gently at my waist.

In seconds I felt feet lift off of the ground and before I knew it my back hit the plush sheets of my bed. I felt Shawn's lips move down to my neck, nibbling and sucking on each and every spot.

"S-Shawn," I groaned and politely made him stop.

"S-sorry," he stuttered and moved off of me.

"Don't be, I just," I paused and decided to correct myself, "we can't do this."

"Alexis," he mumbled and I shook my head.

"I'm with Mark, we can't do this. I don't want to. I'm not that kind of person," I said and he nodded.

"Okay," he said and looked down at his hands.

A few moments later he got up from the bed and started walking towards the door.

"Shawn?" I mumbled and reached out to grab his wrist.

"I'll see you tomorrow okay?" I said and a small smile started to form on my face.

"Okay. I still love you Alexis," he said and I felt his lips meet the top of my head.

"I know Shawn," I said and he walked out the door then closed it behind him.

If only I had the courage to say those words back to him. I know I feel the same way about him but I'm with Mark. I know it's repetitive, but I can't help but to think about him whenever I'm with Shawn.

If it ever came to a point that I could possibly admit my true feelings for Shawn it would be telling him that I love him which I do. In this very moment I love him. No person could ever change that, but I can't feel that way about him.

But when I try to fight it, it keeps growing. I just decided to give up and think about everything tomorrow morning. Although it was only four in the afternoon, I was beat.

The way I see it, if I fall asleep right now, I'll be lucky to wake up on time for school tomorrow. I quickly got up and changed my clothes only to hop in bed to fall asleep.

*Dream Smut*

"Oh my god...S-Shawn," I stuttered as I continued to squirm in the bed.

His hands were tightly gripped around my small waist and my head was thrown back in pleasure.

"Lex, call me daddy in bed," he mumbled while still keeping his lips against my smooth skin.

His hands start to roam down to my ass as he firmly gripped it making me squirm even more. I could already see the love bites being left on my body.

"D-daddy," I moaned as his lips started moving down my stomach.

His lips made their way back up to my neck and I let my hands move freely against his toned chest. My small, petite hands kept moving down his stomach getting closer to his 'friend.'

"H-how is it s-so possible for y-you to make me f-feel so g-good," I stuttered and I heard him laugh near my ear.

"Wake up Alexis," he whispered.

*End of Dream*

I woke up and my breathing had increased.

Seriously? Again!?!

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