Lately I can't smile
It's almost impossible
I don't think I'll ever be okay
I get lost in my head
I know that I'm dangerous
I also know that my head is the source
Of me being dangerous
Everyone's left me
Lately I've been alone
All I wonder is
Who can help me
What monster am I
where do I fit in
When will the pain numb or go away
Why can't I feel anything
How do I allow people
To get inside my head
I try to not block people out
But
Lately, I've seen myself doing that
