Lately I've been trying
To see again
The reasons why I still breathe
My heart still pumps
My blood still flows
My brain still works
My legs still work
Tears still flow
People still care
I'm still alive
Why
I can't see reasons
So why even bother
My friends tried their best
To make me feel better
Buy they proved unsuccessful
And it's my fault
I'm balling my eyes out
And I can't stop
My lungs hurt
From the tightness in my chest
From the bullying I endure
From people saying suck it up
It's an endless cycle
One I can't end
Nor my mom
Friends
Family
Teachers
No one
And my mind's gotten the worst
I can't take mental breaks
I can't talk to anyone
I can't do anything
Not anymore
Like I've been cuffed
And I can't get free
Not now, not ever
