Lately I feel lost
Why
Why is it so hard
One second I hate it
The next I can't wait
I watch the clock tick
Second to second
Minute to minute
Hour to hour
Day to day
It almost hurts
Trying to wrap my head around it
It's so confusing for me
I don't want to hurt
But what if it's the only thing I feel
Is it okay then
Will it ever be okay
How can I make it stop
Is there a way to make it stop
Lately I don't know what to think
