Lately I've felt away
From everything
School
Home
Teachers
Friends
Family
Everything is going away
My friends
My dreams
My life
It's out of reach
Now and maybe forever
No one sees it
The tears that escape my eyes
At school or anywhere
Not my best friend
I told him I'd be strong
I can't help but feel as if I've already failed
Failed myself and him
Failed everyone
I told her to have a good weekend
She almost seemed upset
When she returned the words
It's terrifying words to say
When you can't say goodbye
But you can be apart
We see each other 5 days of the week
I scared her 3 of them this week
I can see why she's scared
My friends however
Never leave me alone
Always by my side
Never leave me alone
I pushed them away
I couldn't handle that any longer
I can't be with them
4 more days
Then I'll have them back
Forever
I need them
I hope they'll forgive me
I meet one of them at midnight
Every night
Under his tree
We can't stay away from each other
He holds me in his arms
I lay against his legs
He lets me cry
Sometimes we get together
He hates to see me hurt
So does everyone else
He's the only one who understands me
What I've been through
Where I want to go
Everything
He gets me
Lately I've felt distant
