Lately
Everything
It.. it
Disappeared
I went to the tree
He was with another girl
Like it was nothing
They weren't crying
Or talking
Or whispering
They were just sitting there
Kissing each other
I felt like a knife had entered my heart
After he kissed me
And gave me hope
He destroyed it
My hope
It was barely there
And then he gave me more hope
Then destroyed what he built
Forever
He saw me and he looked
Something
I hadn't seen him like that before
Like he was scared
But also in pain
My chest was extremely tight
I felt like I was about to pass out
All I could think was
No
Not now
Not again
Cause my mind
Was racing
Faster than my heart
My heart
It always chooses the right path
My head however
Does not
I couldn't move
But neither could he
Like we were paralyzed
I looked at the back of the girl
I recognized her hair
It was one of the only people I still trusted
He started to stand up
I took a step back
With each step he took
Towards me
I broke down
Crying
He ran over to me
Along with her
They held me
In their arms
I told them I was sorry
For breaking the promise I made
With them
With my other friends
With my family
With my counselors
With my teachers
And they didn't know what to say
So we stayed there
Like that
For hours
When I stopped crying
Me and him
We sat under the tree
And talked
About everything
We both shed tears
Like it was nothing
We both needed it
But it's not the same
Not anymore
I told him that I felt like dying
Yesterday
And he told my mom
He saw what happened
And so did my friends
His betrayal ripped me apart
Maybe even forever
Lately...
