Lately I've felt scared
I'm shaking with fear
I just asked to talk with someone
Someone I hardly trust
It kills to think of what could happen
I want to trust her
I just can't
I don't know who to trust anymore
I only trusted
Him
The one who stayed by my side
Who kept my secrets
Whom I could trust
Now I don't have him
And now I never will
I'll never have that again
Middle school sucks
It's all about finding yourself
I didn't even know I was lost
It's like finding an elephant in a zoo
It's so obvious yet so difficult
It's right there but it's just out of reach
And your teachers, friends, and family
They push to your limits
And never let you say no
It makes you almost feel special
Other times
It makes you scared of what others think
If you step out of plastic
You never squeeze back in
But in the words of Dr. Seuss
Why fit in
When you were born
To stand out- Dr. Seuss
Lately I feel brave but scared
