Lately I've been scared
Of today
This very moment
The moment I get on the bus
And face the destroyer of my life
My bullies
The ones that pushed me too far on Friday
We start our fundraiser today
The one me and my friend organised
By ourselves
It was hard but we did it
Now it's being ruined by my fear
My fear of being tormented for the rest of my life
Starting with today
I've got dates burned in my brain
But that date
Will always hang over my head
It was the day
I ate next to nothing
No one made me either
Makes me wonder if anyone still cares
I know Maya does but she is it
Our conversations are w/out a doubt
Abnormal
It was so depressing
We couldn't avoid the topic at hand
Our fear of them
The bullies
Everyone
Questions
Rumors
Torment
Teasing
Bullying
Ourselves.......