Lately I've felt scared
Everyone says that the future is unknown
I hate that
Everyone says you don't know
Until it's too late
I hate that
Everyone says things
I hate them
I can't help it
I say it's fine when I solve others' problems
After that I cry
A lot
For hours
Sometimes a full day
It makes people worry
My parents
My teachers
My friends
Sometimes no one seems to care
Or notices
Sometimes I walk away
Crying
Upset
Anything but happy
And no one stops me
Not even my friends
Like no one cares
Even though they do
I know they do
Sometimes they say sorry
It makes me feel bad
I hate pushing regret on others
If I could take regret from everyone
Put it on me
And live my life with it
I would
Feeling regret hurts
I should know
I feel it everyday
I had a dream
About him
I touched him
I hugged him once more
Then he faded to white
My world went black
I woke up
Chocking on my tears
Lately I've felt regret
