Lately I've felt stupid
I thought I could trust him
And I couldn't
He was barely anything close to a friend
I went to meet him last night
He kissed me the night before
Then he said we couldn't be friends anymore
I ran with tears streaming off my face
Luckily they blended with the rain
The little drops that fell
On my nose
Around my eyes
I didn't see a reason
I went home after drying my tears
I took out a knife
And I watched as blood slowly streamed
Down my arm
Falling on my floor
And onto my shoe
It quickly stopped
So I put a bandage on it
I broke my streak
I promised myself
My family
My teachers
...him
That I wouldn't do it again
And I broke that
That promise I made
Is broken
Like the skin that met a knife
After I told everyone
No
Self
Harm
I lied
Because of one person
And no one could stop me
I didn't give anyone a chance
When if I did
My skin wouldn't be broken
And I wouldn't be in tears
People
They hurt
Cause they have words
And words hurt
A lot
They can even end a life
And when someone finds their body
It more than likely is too late
But luckily
Some of us
With depression
Have people to care for
And encourage
Even when
They have no courage themselves
They still do
Cause they still have a heart
But mine
Feels unsteady
Like it wants to stop
But knows it can't
Lately I've been betrayed
