Lately I want to cry
For hours
In secret
Not school
Not home
But somewhere
Somewhere people aren't
It got better
Now I want to cry
But I have all day
So I'm already used to resisting
The temptations
The pain
Everything
The tears almost fell
As did my pride
I live in fear of myself
Who I've hurt
Is this my karma
The price I'll pay
For everything
For living my own way
Even my friends say
No one loves you
Kill yourself
And plenty more
But I've left them behind
As I did their words
And now
I painfully and slowly
Heal
I heal from the hurt
But for how long
.
.
.
Lately...
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Hey guys. I want to put as a side note that this will be the last chapter for my depression story. If you want me to continue this I can make it happen as I am consistently depressed. I hope you guys understand why I'm giving up this for a while but if you want this back, go a head and request it. It will, however, be quite awhile before I will start another series of this. Until next time, bye guys!!😁😁 😁😁