Genji x Reader [One-Shots]

Broken

(Young Genji x Suicidal Reader)
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"Don't judge me... I've been through to much already with this fucked up mind of mine. I'm broken on the inside... due to problems around me and now I'm giving up... on seeking help or comfort from anyone that is out there. If anyone can help me, they'd keep me sane for a little longer before I end it. I've tried to keep everyone happy, but in the end they forget what I do for them. I'm done, I can't live on anymore... this is goodbye." A tear rolled down my face as I tried to keep calm infront of my camera, trying to say my final goodbyes to everyone or to anyone at all that is. My friends, they all left me and abandon me here, alone. "I'll finally come home... to a place were I'll be excpet for who I am and not be an outcast anymore... I'm hoping to publish this video soon before my death because I know that if I die now, no one will see how broken I am. I doubt anyone would see this video anyway. If they did, they'd probably laugh at my misery." My heart started to break with each hurtful word that left my mouth. The scars on my wrists bleed as my grip tightened on them. I looked towards the gun on my desk, seeing the gleam of the deadly weapon made my mind calm, excepting the fact I'll die. My tears dries as I look up at the camera before me. "I don't want to be a coward anymore... I don't want to be the freak anymore... I want to be normal, and if I'm not considered normal then so be it. At least I'll make everyone's wish come true, for me to die..." I shakly take the gun and hold it infront of the camera. "This is my weapon of choice, no pills... no ropes... no drowning. A single bullet to the head and it'll be what kills me. I should've lived streamed this, but like everyone says I am, I'm a dumb shit that knows nothing." Anger seeped into my voice as I glared at the camera, but turned into a sad one. "What did I do wrong? Was it something I said or action I did to make them all hate me? I didn't mean to cause any problems... I guess that won't matter anymore, they'd only have to deal with a corpse once they find me in my room. I'm hoping my roommate won't be back anytime soon, he'd be passed if he found out about this." I chuckled at the camera before looking at the gun and then the door. Lights were off and the light from the computer screen lit up the room. "I guess this is goodbye... I'm a loser. I'm a coward. I'm a useless human being that shouldn't live anymore... I don't even deserve being called human anymore... this is goodbye... (Y/N) (L/N), April 19, 20XX. Signing out, with a bang." I smiled sadly before turning the camera off and quickly started to download the video on YouTube. Tears started to stream down my face even more as I lifted the gun to my head, hearing the satisfying click of it and closed my eyes. 'This... is goodbye... I'm sorry... Genji...' I thought before pulling the trigger and a loud bang was all I heard before a slight pain was felt in my head, soon disappearing. The world around me dark as my body fell to the floor and turning cold. A rush of footsteps could be heard as I stood over my death corpse, surpised that I'm still here and hadn't left yet. Genji bashed down the door as he stared in horror of my body. "(Y/N)? ... No... No, this can't be happening." Genji said as he rushed to my body and pulled my bloody head to his chest. "(Y/N), please be a joke. Tell me that you're faking this, you know like a prank." Genji cried as tears streamed down his face. I watched in shock as Genji cried. "But... you didn't like me, you and the others hated me... why would you cry for my death? You should be happy... right? You wanted me to die and so did the other classmates? Why cry..." I asked him, but he only cried harder. "I'm so sorry for not helping you, for not talking you during school. I should've stuck by your side then leave you. I new the day I made fun of you, you changed into... this. A sad girl who didn't feel love anymore. Please forgive me (Y/N), I didn't mean for this to happen to you." Genji whispered as he opened his bloodshot eyes. He looked towards the gun on the ground and glared. "It was the kids at school... wasn't it?" Genji said as he looked up at the now posted video of me saying goodbye. Likes and comments blew up as many commented saying that I wouldn't do it. Saying I was a coward that made that video for attention and some wishing to see a livestream of it instead. Genji growled before grabbing the camera and recorded himself. "To all those who just watch my friends goodbye video and liked it, you are all dead to me. And for those who commented saying that she's a cowards and wouldn't do it, I'll kill you for that. My friend did kill herself because of the shit she had to deal with." Genji cried as tears dropped onto his blood soaked shirt as he glared at the camera. He then faced the camera towards my body as he spoke again. "This was the action that yo-, no, that everyone around her caused! I'll never forgive myself, for what happened here tonight." Genji said before turning the camera to himself one last time. "When this video is posted, you better hope and pray i don't find every single one of you motherfuckers. Because if I do, you'll never see the fucking day of light ever again." Genji said before shutting off the camera. Placing the camera down, he took out his phone and called the police. Once doing so, he publshied the video on my account, watching it closely. "What? No, no, no. Why would you make a video like that? You hated me, your words are a lie! You never cared about me, you lied to me!" I screamed at him as I tried to punch him. My hand only went through him causing him to shiver. "Don't worry my love... I'll get the revenge you deserve."