Part 4

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Enough with the dreaming and questioning.

Life was waiting for me and I was waiting for happiness.

The next morning brought me a sort of courage and determination which I didn't feel inside of me for a long time. I was very willing to finish some chapters of my life which I didn't succeed until then.

I knew what I had to do - I had to continue what I didn't manage to accomplish in the last years. And these were my make-up courses. I used to have them completed four years ago and practiced a little bit since then, but not enough. It was that feeling that I didn't prove all thatI could and that there was so much more to be done in it that I needed tofigure it out how to manage everything. It was such an amazing hobby and ifanyone asked me what I would have liked to do, I would have said I wanted tocontinue what I once began years ago, in a more professional way and, alsopractice as much as I can. I have been told many times that I have got talentand if I looked at what I had created so far, I could say I was happy withmyself but I still knew that there was much more left to be accomplished. 

Without reasoning too much, I called on the makeup school I have attended back then, and they surprisingly told me that a new advanced course was about to begin in only two days, with a lot of free practice and a lot of opportunities during those weeks. I thought I was luckier than I have expected. They asked me if I could pay them a visit that day and, as I was having some days off from the office, I got dressed in a hurry and got in the car.

I could not believe that some days before I was just living the everyday life without questioning too much, being happy still, but not feeling like flying as I did in that moment. It was a sunny day and, as I was driving, thoughts kept running through my mind. I have never felt so determined and I would not give up, for sure. Although I loved my job, the makeup was allabout that sparkle, that rainbow of my life which I had always felt like acalling through the time. 

I parked the car and climbed the stairs of the make-up school building with a complete enthusiasm. That building was like a second home for me and I had so many memories in there that I instantly felt goosebumps inside; I didn't know how I didn't pass by in all those years and I tended to wonder why or where I have been. When I got in their workshop room, Maria, my makeup teacher, greeted me with a smile on her face. I didn't know she was still there and I was glad to see the same smile which has offered us so much optimism in the past. I haven't been seeing her for such a long time and I was extremely happy to be able to meet that lady again; she was an incredible person and has been my friend during so many hard times.

- Oh, there have been ages, Miha! You finally decide to return at this place you once used to call "home"! What brings you up here after all these years, girl? I didn't know anything about you for so long! When the secretary told me your name and that you have called and that you're going to come over here I could not believe it is you. There has been so long! You didn't change at all, you know. Same blonde, green eyes girl, with the face of a dreaming child...

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