♚Perfect Tragedy♚||emon<Minizerk||

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Simons pov

Josh was in pieces. It had been a week since Freya broke up with him and he hadn't left his room or recorded with us since. His views were doing a down spiral, and if he didn't get his shit together soon people would start to flip. I knocked on his door lightly, hoping to convince him to go to Tobi's with the rest of us. It felt like forever before I heard the tell tale creak of his white door, revealing the bearded man. His face was clear of any sign of heart break, but his hair and clothes told otherwise. His eyes flicked from the floor to My eyes, sorrow mixing around his brown orbs.
"Can I come in?" I whispered, and he barely nodded, scooting his body to the side before letting me slip inside. His room had this cool flow to it, where even on the hottest London day, which couldn't be more than 28 degrees (Celsius) his room would still be cool to the touch. Like a spring day.
"How are you feeling?" I ask, and instantly regret it from the way he flicks his eyes up to mine, a glare displayed on his face.
"How would you be?" He snapped back, and I looked down at the ground. I heard a deep sigh escape his chapped lips, hearing him scoot over to where I was and sit next to me.
"Can you stay here with me?" He asked, hope replacing the sorrow that was once drowning in his eyes. I instantly nodded, not even remembering why I was trying to get him to leave the room. He was my best friend and he would always be put first. He smiled, but it wasn't a real smile. Behind those white teeth and shiny eyes was a guy who was heartbroken, and for me it hurt more than anything that I hadn't been here sooner to help.
"You're wanting to know what she did it for aren't you? Why my girlfriend of so many years up and left me?" He asked, and my stomach dropped .
"You don't have to tell me." I assured and he rolled his eyes.
"But you'll want to know eventually. So why not now?" He pushed, and i simple nodded.
"She thinks I'm gay." He blurred out, his face straight. I didn't intend for my mouth to fall open, but it did.
"Come on she can't think that." I retorted, and he gave me a sympathetic smile, a chuckle escaping his lips.
"Simon I'm bisexual." He laughed, shocking me more than I already was.
"And you never told me?" I stuttered out, my mind flashing to memories where it should have been obvious. His always touchy feely hugs, joking about fucking.
"Simon, don't act surprised we all know that your gay." He shrugged, and I couldn't help the frown that fell on my face.
"What makes you say that?" I snapped. There was no need to get so defensive, considering that i am actually gay.
"If you weren't gay, would you let me kiss you?" He questioned, and before I could respond he moved forward, attaching his lips onto mine. My hands instantly went to his waist pulling him closer, making our chest touch. There was a knock on the door, making us pull ourselves from eachother as Vik peaked his head inside.
"Simon are you coming?" He asked, and I shook my head lightly. He nodded, leaving me and josh alone. My stomach turned, playing back what just happened over and over.
Ethan is going to be devastated.
You're a sick fuck
He is going to be heartbroken
I sighed, looking up at josh who was playing with the tips of his fingers.
"Josh, uh, you know how I go to Ethan's all the time to record?" I asked hesitantly, and he nodded.
"I know you guys date. I just thought maybe you'd like me a little better. Yeah childish I know." He sighed, and I felt bad for hurting his feelings. But what I said next would change my life forever.

"What Ethan doesn't know won't hurt him."
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This was a very short chapter
Simon what the hell do you think you're doing?
This is where all the drama and secrets begin:)