♚Perfect Tragedy♚||emon<Minizerk||

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Tobis pov
Those 3 words, ringing through my head. Replaying over and over. Tears flooded my eyes as I listened to Vik explain what happened, but I could only hear chunks as he started to weep through the phone.
Overdose
Depression
Suicide notes
I skittered to my mail, flinging through it until I came upon a baby pink envelope with Ethan's handwriting. My hands shook, and I couldn't bring my self to open it. I stared at it, tears still filling my eyes. His voice remained in my head, his infectious laugh bouncing through my head. I grabbed the envelope opener, my hands not being able to get a handle on the slit. I threw the metal across the room, letting out a gals as more tears fell down my cheeks. My hands slammed into the table once more, my head forming the largest head ache I've had. I let my tounge skin across my bottom lip, wiping salty tears off it and letting them sit on my tounge. My right leg shook with so much ferocity that I thought my jeans would rip. I grabbed the note, tucking it safely under my arm, grabbing my keys and running out my door, slamming it in the process.

I didn't know where I was driving to, but somehow I ended up at the sidemen house. There were cops cars scattered around the house, people outside snapping pictures like it was for entertainment. I got out my car, wiping tears off my face as I knocked on the door. A policeman opened it, his face hard, his eyes focusing in on me.
"I'm a friend." My voice cracked, and I had to bite my lip before I started to cry again. He nodded, letting me in. I stood in the doorway, letting my eyes skim across the house to see if any of the guys were around. My eyes landed on vik, who wasn't in the house, but in the garden. I didn't think before walking out the back door and to where vik was, standing a few feet away. His chin was settled on his knees, his hands playing with a succulent that we all knew.
•flashback•
"Ethan, put that fucking thing outside." Jj giggled, slapping his palm to his hand. Ethan held the plant to his chest, the marble plant holder shining against the light. Simon stared at the boy, his eyes glistening as Ethan pouted. The boy nodded, sliding open the door and setting the potted plant on the fountain. Everyone followed him outside, surrounding the area around the leafy plant.
"What shall we name it?" Vik asked quietly, and Ethan smiled at him.
"Something that represents us. This is the plant of us." Ethan's voice was soft as he touched one of the leaves.
"Upload?" Josh suggested, but he wasn't sure if it was good enough. The guys shook their head, staring at the plant with confusion. Suddenly jj gasped, squealing as he slapped Simon, the boy next to him.
"Lets name it XIX, for the day we formed?" His voice was filled with complete joy, and Ethan shook in happiness that they liked the idea of a group plant.
"We can pronounce it icks." Tobi suggested, and again, the guys all gasped at once, like lightening struck.
"Yes, we shall call him XIX."
•end of flashback•

Vik was playing with one of the leaves, his fingers brushing over them as tears ran down his already wet face. I got closer to him, scooping him up into my arms and sitting on the floor with him. He had jumped a little at the contact, but once he saw it was me he smiled weakly, cuddling into my shoulder.
"I miss his so much." My heart broke at how he sounded, and I squeezed him tighter. I let my free hand pull the envelope out my pocket, setting it on the ground in front of us. His eyes flicked to it and then back up to mine.
"You should open it." He whispered, letting his hand roam up my neck and onto my cheek. Even in the instant, my stomach was filled with butterflies, sending chills up my spine. I turned to look at the boy in my lap, his lips closer to mine than ever. All it would take was me to move my head an inch, and our lips would brush against each other. His breath smelt of oranges, cool as it blew on my face. I let my hand snake up his back, careful invade he wanted me to stop. He scooted forward, licking his lips before looking into my eyes.
"Tobi, have I told you that you are gorgeous?" His voice was low and shy, adorable in my opinion. He let a smile crack on his face,making me want to smash my lips onto his. And that's exactly what I did. He reacted by putting his hands on the back of my neck, pulling out faces together. I pulled away, sucking in a breath and letting out a laugh, my face surely cherry red.
"That was something wasn't it." Vik giggled, playing with his hands in his lap. I nodded, hugging the Carmel skinned boy In front of me, placing another short but soft kiss on his mouth, one after the other. He pushed me away, laughing as he did.
"We could get caught, and you may never stop." He pointed out, and I pouted as I nodded. The envelope was still in front of me, and I steadily picked it up, breathing out deeply as I played with it in my fingers.

"I think I'm ready to read it."
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Wow, I haven't updated in forever. Here is a chapter with the cutest vobi moment I've ever written, you're welcome