Something about knowing you had your life figured out made all four boys giddy.
They sat in the dim lit Nando's, the music in the background becoming the soundtrack to their night.
Josh let his hand trail over the thigh of his lover who sat beside him, the action making the blondes insides tingle. Simon hummed along to the music as he let the conversation around him drown his thoughts.
Simon watched the condensations drip down his coke filled glass, pooling around the bottom of the cup and onto the wooden table.
Tobi stared at the couple across from him, a smile settling on his face as he watched the scene in front of him unfold. He watched as josh slipped his hand under simons shirt, a hiccup coming from the blondes mouth when joshes fingers came in contact with his cool skin. Tobi could practically feel the sexual tension in the air as the couple fondled each other under the table.
"Shall we get going? Go to the video store and get a film?" Viks voice traveled across the restaurant, causing josh and Simon to stop their play to look at the Indian.
"That sounds like a lovely idea." Josh cheesed, his face burning. The four stood up, walking out the restaurant into the brisk London air.
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Simons pov
Joshes arms wrapped around my waist as my hands skimmed across the shelf of films.
"I can't wait to get you in bed. Oh the things I'd do to you." My breath hitched in my throat, and I quickly turned around to face him.
"Yeah? Like what?" I questioned, and he pushed me into the wall of films. His mouth lingered around my ear, his breath running down my spine. I saw vik out the corner of my eye, a smile on his face as he watched us.
"Josh, we should get going, the guys are ready." My breath was unsteady and shaky as josh kissed my neck. He kissed my ear, chuckling as he pulled away and walked off to the sweets isle. I stumbled over to vik who was giggling his head off with 3 disks in hand.
"This isn't funny. That's seduction!" I whispered to the Indian, and he just burst into another round of laughter. The lady at the till glanced up at us, tutoring her head slightly before reverting her eyes back to the screen in front of her.
"Just go with it, get piped tonight." The words flowed out of viks mouth with ease, causing me to do a double take on my best friend.
"Vik! Shut up!" I couldn't help the blush that poured onto my cheeks as vik shrugged his shoulders, walking off to where tobi and josh were.
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Tobis pov
"So have you asked him to be your boyfriend officially?" I asked josh as I watched our boyfriends partake in a series of giggles on the opposite side of the store. Josh sighed happily, a smile placed over his lips as he nodded.
"Yeah. Can you believe this tobi? Just think about it for a minute. We have boyfriends. Like serious boyfriends. And to think for the longest I thought you were straight." Josh snorted a laugh out, but his Cheeks became rosey and he bit his bottom lip after he spoke. I laughed with him, my heart warming at the conversation.
Josh was never the type to question me, not wanting to intrude in my life. So it came as a surprise when one night at a party he asked me if I have ever questioned myself.
*flashback*
My eyes blurred against the harsh lighting, the smell of alcohol filling my nose as I stumbled through the house in search of josh. He was in the middle of the room, dancing against Josh Larkin, one of our close friends. I shook my head as I pulled him away from the crowd, the music making my head hurt.
"Why are we leaving?" It shocked me that he wasn't drunk, and even that, tipsy.
"Because we have revisions and I really don't want my best friend failing." I pushed the words from my chest, the words falling out wrapped in a deep sigh.
We got in the car, and silence fell over us as I drove to my house.
"Do you ever question yourself? And not like your existence no nothing like that. But more of your sexuality. Have you ever sat in your bed at night whilst you were supposed to be sleeping, and the only thought that lingered in your head was what if you weren't who you thought you were? Have you ever woke up with the realisation that you were anything but straight? Have you ever cried afterwards because you thought you knew exactly who you were, and you were so afraid to admit it to yourself that you pushed it to the back of your mind?" Joshes words broke the silence, and the rush of words shocked me as I drove. He continued, not letting me answer.
"That happened to me last month. I was in bed, and for the thousandth time this year the thoughts of me liking Josh spring to mind. I don't know why they were in my thoughts, but they scared me so much that I sobbed, getting no sleep that night. Then I came to the realisation that I was just supposed to accept it. Because at the end of the day, isn't it worse not to accept yourself than to keep it hidden for so long? Basically Tabi, what I'm trying to say is that I'm bisexual, and you being my best friend I hope that you accept me for this." By the end of his rant he was out of breath. My chest clenched with love as he stared at me with glossy eyes.
"Josh, of course I will accept you, you are my best friend don't ever think I won't accept you. Another thing. Yes, I've questioned myself a lot. And this is where I tell you that I am pan." I whispered the last part, hoping for some reason that he didn't hear me. But of course, he heard me and a gasp escaped his chapped lips as he shook the car with his flailing.
"Tobi Lerone! I would have never thought." He giggled loudly, making my cheeks go red from the attention of my best friend.
*end of flashback*
I was snapped back into reality by vik, his fingers snapping in front of my face.
"Come on, we are leaving love." He pulled me out the store and to the car, my heart beating fast in my chest.
I watched as my two best friends walked to the car, and then back to my boyfriend just ahead of me. I couldn't help the swell in my chest as I thought about how good my life was at the moment.
As we drove home, one thought swam around my brain; I'm completely in love with Vikram Barn
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