Simons POV
My throats was burning as I watched the therapist eye me down. He wrote something on his notepad, grumbling under his breath as he did so. They have tried to deem me as a volunteer mute, but I just didn't want to waste my breath to get the same result from each one. Again, my eyes roamed around the room; once again my eyes landed on the aquarium of fish. There was one that always captured my attention, beckoning me to watch it. It was a purple fish, I didn't know what kind, but it was exquisite. It floated around as if it ran the place, but at the same time kept to itself. My fingers tapped at my leg as I stared at the fish.
"Simon. I'm going to have to end thee sessions if you don't talk." You could hear the anger in the guys voice, making my upper lip twitch almost into a smile. He let out a sigh, excusing me and telling me I could leave. I left the room with triumph setting on my shoulders, so happy that when I got to my car I didn't even notice josh at first.
"You weren't supposed to be out of your session for another hour." I let out a shaky breath as he placed his hand on my shoulder.
"You dick you scared me." I hissed, getting in the car as he got in the drivers seat. My heart was pounding as he drove us home, silence filing the car.
I bit the inside of my cheek to stop the tears, blood swimming in my mouth, mixing with saliva. The taste of pennies made my mouth pucker, and joshed eyes faltered from the road to me.
"Look at the road." I mumbled, blood trickling out the side of my mouth, quickly being wiped away with my sleeve. We got to the house after what seemed like an eternity, a familiar car in front of the house.
"Tobi has moved into the spare room if that's alright." Josh hummed as he stopped the car, looking at me.
"I love Tobi, I don't mind at all."
It was genuine.
Tobi has been the only one around us that has been an ounce of help.
He was always the sweetest, and has always been able to put a smile on my face. The excitement was genuine when I seen the shorter boy in the kitchen making spaghetti.
"Hey tob's." I smiled sweetly as he turned around to nod at me. Vik patted at the seat next to him, his aura appearing to be giddy.
"Did he fuck you or something while we were gone." I whispered to the smaller boys ear, his face going read as I spoke. I waited for an answer, lifting my eyebrows as I poked his sides.
"Stop it." Vik giggled, squirming in his seat as he stifled a scream. I took it as a yes, the triumph smile settling on my lips as Vik smiled at me.
"How was your session?" Tobi asked as he whisked the sauce in the pan. I stared at him for a moment, not wanting to let him down.
"You didn't talk did you?" He asked quietly, the tone soft and caring. I nodded, and his smile faltered before he sighed.
"You'll do better next time." He assured, taking down a few plates before serving us the food.
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"Do you think you will talk to them next time?"
Currently, my head was buried in the side of josh, a blanket thrown over us as we watched a film in the lounge. I let out a heavy breath, not knowing how to respond to him. He had been here for me through a lot the past month, and I'm surprised he was still giving me a chance.
"I don't know. It's like all they want is to feel accomplished by making me talk. But I don't want to talk. I want to just know I have someone there. Not a therapist who is just working for money." The statement slipped out my lips before I could stop it, making josh look at me with a shocked expression. He hummed, a smile on his face as he did it.
"I'll always be here for you." He whispered, taking my hand and rolling the pad of his thumb over the top of my palm.
"Do you know how scary it was when I first seen him?" My voice shook at the memory of seeing my dead ex in my room. Josh shushed me, pulling me impossibly closer.
"I know si, I know." He whispered sweet nothings in my ear, and the urge to tell him I love you floated through my head. I knew it was too soon, and I didn't want something that made the situation more awkward.
So I stayed where I was,
Closing my eyes as joshs soothing voice drifted me into peace that I haven't felt in weeks.
And in that moment,
I couldn't want anything more.
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