ALDEN POV
"Dad it hurts me so much, it affected my heart so much" I confessed in front of my father.
"Anak, i know what you feel. Pero we cannot blame Maine for her decision, you know that diba?" He said with eyebrows down.
"I know dad, I don't even know why Im hurting like this so bad. Because in the first place, ako yung nang-iwan, ako yung nang-loko, ako yung nanakit." Tears started pouring down my eyes.
I choose... Jake
I choose...Jake
I choose...Jake
It made me feel more pain, I don't know why...
"Da...Dad I need to go!" I stood up.
"Where are you going?" I don't know.
"I don't even know, all I know is that Im off to somewhere." I went inside my car and drove away.
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MAINE POV.
Im at this garden so called, The Garden of Promises. This is the place where Alden and I met, and now. All I can do is reminisce. And cherish every moment we had in the past.
Roses, velvety orchids, fresh sunflowers, and a dark orange sky. This makes the mood more painful.
It's almost evening, and I don't even know what Im doing here right now.
I sat down on one of these benches and opened my phone, I opened *photos*
I scrolled up and I saw the pictures of us, I started tearing when I swipe to every pictures inside that album.
But what shocked me is when someone sat beside me, I didn't mind the person and I kept swiping the photos until he wrapped his hands to me.
I looked at the face of the guy, it's him. Alden.
I hugged him back and it made my tears flow thoroughly.
When We stopped crying we pulled away and laid our back through the benches.
"Remember the time when we loved stargazing?" I turned my side to him and nodded. I cannot say any word right now, speechless it might be.
"When you used to believe that if you have a problem, just look at the shining stars and everything will be fine, I actually believed it. And you aren't wrong, it still shines for us."
I looked at him and I saw a tear dropped below his eyes.
"Maine Im so sorry for everything, I know I should've act like this kasi unang-una naman ako yung nangiwan sayo diba? Pero Maine, pinagsisisihan ko talaga yun ng sobra. Kasi biruin mo naman. Nasa akin na ang pinaka-perpektong tao, pinakawalan ko pa. Ang baliw ko noh? Maine I love you so much, yun ang alam ko. Pero ang Hindi ko malaman-laman eh kung bakit kita niloko, sinayang kita. Sinaktan kita." With what he said, I started tearing up all over again.
"Alden wag ka naman ganyan, pinapaiyak mo ko eh. Mahal din kita eh, mahal na mahal. Pero bakit ganun? Ginawa ko naman lahat diba? Bakit iniwan mo pa rin ako? Ang sakit eh! Sobrang sakit!" He hugged me.
"Shhhhh! Im very sorry Maine, Im sorry for everything." I turned my side to him and our faced became closer.
And smack! Everything didn't change, I still felt that sparks and fireworks through my body, everything right from the start started playing inside my head. I didn't even know umiiyak na pala ako. I missed his kiss, I will never forget his kiss. I am gonna cherish this for my whole life. Because I know this will going to be our one last time.
"I love you so much Maine, I know sorry can't remove all the pain I brought to your life. But I will always say so, Thank you for everything! I always ask God every night nga eh! Why would he even give me such precious, what did I did good for him to give me you. But then sinayang kita. I don't know what's my life's direction if you didn't arrived. I love you so much."
"I love you too, Hindi pa rin naghihilom yung sugat pero matagal na kitang napatawad Alden. Mahal na mahal kita at yun lang ang alam ko. May iba nga tinatawag na akong baliw dahil sayo, pero hindi ko sila pinapakinggan. Dahil nga ibibigay ko lahat para lang sayo, at sorry din dahil hindi kita napili... I love you too....So Much"
"I understand Maine, I understand." We hugged each other.
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