Imagines

I'm Fine

Warning this imagine has strong language and graphic parts. Don't read this if you don't like any of that.
Also don't comment of private message me about how this is terrible and shit. If you don't like it then don't read it

Otherwise I love y'all

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Why do you think I'm upset or something's wrong? 
Is it because I'm not smiling?
Is it because I'm quite?
I'm aloud to be quiet and not be smiling, and be perfectly fine
I'm fine I'm FINE
I'm not upset nor am I depressed
Just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean I'm going to slit my wrists.
I love to smile I do it a lot
I do it so much where it hurts deep within
Some days I just can't win
So sadly I give up 
I know it's wrong letting him win
But some days I just give in

Some days I just want to be left alone
Alone...
Alone in the dark sick and twisted world that we live in.
Where people fine joy in killing
Find joy in death
What happened to real joy
Joy from deep within, the joy that wakes you
Joy that changes
But there is not longer hope
No longer trust
No longer faith
Slowly slipping away
Farther and farther from what is true
What's going to happen when it's all gone?
When there no more.....

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Ok i know this isn't an imagine but I just wanted to write some things down. Also thanks for much for all the reads ❤