Imagines

Lie to me

Luke imagine

so I don't usually do the boys POV so bare with me here
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Luke's POV

" that was a good recording boys" I stated as we walked back into our hotel

"Yea I think that last song is going to be one of their favorites" Ashston stated smiling

" well why don't you ask your biggest fan Luke" Michael stated smirking as Gracyn came out of the room I was in

" Gracyn! oh my gosh what are you doing here!" I exclaimed quickly embracing her into a hug

" I needed to tell you something and it needed to be done in person" she stated pulling away from me

" ok lets go somewhere more private" I stated guiding her to my room shutting the door behind me

" so what did you need to tell me?" I questioned concerned

" it's about us Luke" Gracyn stated

" and... what about us?" I questioned feeling my heart beat faster, my mind immediately going to the worst thoughts


" it's just feel like this hasn't been going anywhere for awhile" Gracyn started  "like this is all a show for the paparazzi

"and what's that suppose to mean?" I questioned

" just that i'm more in this relationship  than you are and I can't" Gracyn breathed out

" what do you mean?" I questioned 

" look you don't have to pretend Luke I know you.." Gracyn started

" don't you dare put words in my mouth I love you Gracyn" I stated  

" don't lie to me Luke" Gracyn breathed out. " it just makes it harder to leave" Gracyn breathed out

"Leave? Why would you leave?" I questioned my voice slightly cracked 

" Luke nothings the same anymore.." Gracyn breathed out.
" you guys are going on tour after tour and I'm so happy for you I really am I just.." Gracyn started

" you just feel like there's no time for you anymore" I breathed out not able to look at her anymore

I already knew where this conversation was going to end and I wasn't prepared for it. I love her and I wasn't ready to lose her

" no Luke. It's not like that at all" Gracyn breathed out
" I know you try your hardest to make time for me and I greatly appreciate that I do, it's just we aren't the same anymore" Gracyn breathed out staring at the floor

"we aren't the same anymore, what the hell is that suppose to mean" I exclaimed trying to contain myself from the tears that were burning to fall
" Gracyn I love you and we can make this work I.." I started as I looked up gracyn's eyes were bloodshot read, as I'm sure mine were too

"I do too Luke but this relationship has been way to public and going way too fast. I get that you are trying to make up for lost time but I can't handle this anymore Luke" Gracyn stated

" so your just giving up?" I questioned frustrated
" after everything we've been through" I exclaimed as I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks

" I'm not giving up Luke I just..." Gracyn started as I quickly interrupted her

" then why dose it feel like you are?" I questioned looking her dead in the eyes

" fine I'm giving up. Dose that make you happy Lucas?" Gracyn questioned tears rolling down her cheeks

" no of course not" I exclaimed.  " I love you Gracyn I don't want to break up" I stated moving closer to her
" look whatever is going on we can work it out you just have to talk to me" I stated pulling her into a hug 

" Luke I've tried and there's never a right time to talk to you" Gracyn exclaimed pulling away from my embrace

" you can always talk to me baby. I'm sorry if I made it seem like you can't" I stated feeling bad now

" don't call me that anymore" Gracyn whispered

" what..why not" I stated feeling my heart break

" because I'm not your baby anymore" Gracyn whispered as her voice cracked

" wh.. what do you mean Gracyn" I breathed out

" I'm breaking up with you Luke" Gracyn breathed out wiping a few tears away

" no no you can't I love you" I exclaimed as tears were streaming down my face uncontrollably

" Luke I can't I... I just can't" Gracyn breathed out walking out leaving me there all alone with a broken heart

" hey bro why did your girlfriend just run out of here" Calum questioned walking in

" yea she didn't even say goodbye to us" Ashton stated walking in behind Calum

" she broke up with me" I stated monotone

" Luke I'm so sorry" Calum stated embracing me into  a hug 

" hey let's have a guys night. yea" Ashton stated pulling me out to the kitchen/living room of the hotel

"Yea we will do whatever you want to make you forget about her" Calum stated handing me a beer as they put something i could care less about on tv

you know that moment your whole world falls apart and you feel like you can't breath, not only physically but metaphorically because there is no longer anyone or anything to live for. yea that's me right now.

its like I've cried all my tears out but all i want to do is cry my pain away. She was my love, i loved her I saw my future with her and she just left like nothing mattered. 

like I didn't matter....