Homicide // A.I.

Chapter 28

(Would have posted these earlier but I was in the hospital)

“Hey! We need to talk!” Someone yells over the music.

I turn it off and look at Julie standing there.

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“Fine get a fucking seat.” I tell her as I take a seat in a chair.

“Will you stop being such a bitch and work this shit out; we’re family and I won’t let that be ruined over something stupid.” She says.

“Really? You knew how I would feel about you hooking up with someone that I’m slightly close to. You knew what would happen but you still did it. So don’t come bullshit me on this family crap.” I say.

“I did it because I take fucking risk. Yes I did know how you would feel about this; but I did it because I felt a connection and I won’t let something go because my stuck up cousin doesn’t like it.”

“Oh really, stuck up? If anything you are fucking stuck up, you are so far up your ass you don’t realize that I’m trying to protect you from this guy that you don’t know.”

“Really and how is he bad you hardly even know him.”

“Trust me I know what goes on with him more than you do, if anything you don’t know shit so don’t act like you’ve known him your whole life.”

“I do know him.”

“You don’t know him and if you’re going to sit here and argue with me then you can leave because it’s not going anywhere.” I tell her, I am already on the last straw before I explode.

“Whatever.”

“Fine, you think you know him. I’ll let you see him but when you get hurt don’t come crying like a little bitch to me because I warned you.” I say. I was completely done and needed her out my face.

“Fine, I’ll see you at the family reunion in two months.” She says before getting up and leaving.

Now that that was over I could think straight. I decided to write because I haven’t written anything in ages. I go into my drawer and grab my black notebook and a pen. I grab some sunglasses and walk out the attic. When I open the attic I come to the view of my cousin and Harry making out.

“When I said you could be together that doesn’t mean make out in front of my office.” I spit.

“Sorry,” Is all they say before running off.

I walk down to the kitchen and grab a Pepsi, and then go out back to the garden. I take a seat on a bench that was surrounded by trees and flowers. I open up to a blank page and start to think.

April 14

Love is such a strong word

People use it for such dumb situation

it’s not love if you constantly get hurt

You can’t love someone who isn’t willing to give you the world

No matter how much they say

It’s not true because if they aren’t showing you they mean it then their words are useless

actions speak louder than words

Loving someone who doesn’t love you is pointless

You might as well set yourself up for disappointment

You don’t know a person until you’re out of love