Homicide // A.I.

Chapter 20

[ Luke's POV ]

Today Calum and I were heading to a new diner that just opened up two streets away. We always do that, in plus I needed to talk to Calum. Lately I have been feeling so down, like I haven't felt myself. I feel different and I'm not liking this diferent. My hands were gripping the steering wheel, my knuckles were turning white. I couldn't shake this feeling, it was kind of jealousy. Once we reached the diner I parked in a spot and got out, slamming the door behind and walking in without Calum. I took a seat and waited for Calum to come in.

"Well, invite me to come eat with you and you leave me in the car." He says in sarcasim.

"What do you want me to open the door for you or something." I say.

"Dude what's up with you." He says.

"I don't know, ever since we came back from California I have been feeling so different, like low." I try to explain, I was never good at explaining how I feel.

"Sorry to interrupt but how can I help you two today?" A voice interrupts.

"Um, can I just get a glazed doughnut." I tell the watieress, not looking up.

"Yeah sure, what can I get you?" She asks Calum.

"Same." 

"Okay I'll be right back." She smiles and walks off.

"So why are you feeling down? Did something happen." Calum's voice full of concern.

"Jealousy. I feel jealous of Bell and Ash." I tell him truthfully.

"But why? He is your best friend and so is she." He says.

"Yeah I know that. I'm jealous of their relationship, I know I could never have something like that. Some one will never leave for the real me. I feel like I'm never going to find the right person. Like no one could love someone like me. I can barely even love myself." I explain. 

"Don't give up man. She may not come now, or tomorrow, or the week after. But she will come soon, you can't lose hope, because one day she'll come around and she will love you for who you are and not who you pretend to be. Never lose fate." He explains, who knew Calum could be wise, like the next Dr. Phil.

"Alright." I mumble.

[ Ashton's POV ]

"Okay mum. I'll talk to you later. Yes I promise." I hang up the phone and put my face in my hands.

Things have been stressful since the day we came back. More people are requesting things, more parties are being thrown, and I'm just tired and need a long sleep. I don't know how stressful it is for everyone else but for me it was stressful as heck. My mom called complaining how I don't visit her anymore and she is getting married soon. I honesty love my mom but I didn't want to go to a stupid wedding. I wasn't going to tell Bell because then she would force me to go, in plus my mom would probably call her and tell her anyway. Times like this make me regret giving her Bell's number.

Bell has been planning things already for the wedding, I don't see why, we're in December, there are still 3 to 4 months to go. But it made her happy and I liked to see the way her eyes sparkle and how happy she get while talking about it, so I don't mind. 

More paper work has came in, my dad requesting for more money and new whore that he can toy with. I'm glad my mum and him got a divorce because I didn't like the way he treated her. He tried her like some girl off the streets and that's not who my mom is, she deserves to be treated right. My dad doesn't seem to understand that and goes for these whores that are barely even 21 and it disgusts me. I have so much paper work to do, that by the time I'm done I don't want to see another paper again, it was crazy how this business was growing, the cops couldn't do anything anymore, it was out of their hands now.

I get up from my office chair and walk out my office. I go to my room and into the bathroom and turn on the water, I strip down and get in. I let the hot water relax my tense muscles and stand in the shower for a bit. I wish I could stay in here but I can't, I wash my body and hair and after get out. I wrap a towel and wrap it around my waist and open the bathroom door. 

"Oh, I didn't expect this when I walked in the bedroom, but in love with the view." Bell says and winks.

"Shut up, you're such a dork." I tell her.

I slip on some boxers and get into the sheets. I start to fall asleep and I feel Bell's hands wrap around my waist.

"It's gonna be okay, don't stress yourself." She whispers and kisses my cheek.

This is why I loved her, she always made everything less stressful. She could calm me down in a heart beat. She was the only person that could make me mad, happy, sad, corny, a goof, a jerk within minutes and I could do the same to her, which is probably why we get along. If she ever changed her personality I would probably not love her as much, I mostly love her for her personality not her looks. She was beautiful but her personality was a bonus. She was the best that's all I had to say.

(Sorry this chapter sucks and is rushed. I just needed to update but I'm super tired. I hardly ever sleep, so night.

Who's ready to watch th SLSP Music Video that comes out soon? I am. Okay bye. Love you all!

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