Homicide // A.I.

Chapter 43

(To get the full affect of this chapter I suggest you listen to these songs, you don't have to but I suggest you do:

Demi Lovato- Warrior

Demi Lovato- For the love of a daughter

and

Coldplay- The Scientist 

-Sam xx)

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I haven’t left the hospital in about a week or so, I refuse to leave the hospital until Ashton wakes up from this coma. It hurts knowing that he isn’t awake but is in pain and I just want him to wake up, every time I wake up I check on him and he is still in the same spot he was in before I fell asleep. Not a movement in any of his bones and he lies in the hospital bed almost looking lifeless. I have finally accepted the one thing I was afraid of, he might die. It scares me but we always lose someone that we love and if that means that I have to lose Ashton then that is what will happen. I can’t believe I have accepted this to happen but it is better if I accept than beat myself up in denial.

Maybe this is the way it has to be or maybe it isn’t, either way I have come to realization that this will have to happen. We don’t live forever, life has a time on it and right now we were running out of time. Soon enough I wouldn’t have enough time to share with him and that hurt me so much and I wanted to cry, tear out my hair, smash things, but I don’t know if I was mad or sad. Of course I was sad, I was losing the one person that has been there through all my life struggles but I was also angry, how he could be so selfish knowing that we were having a kid and he was going to leave me like this. I hate him but I love him and that was the cold truth.

“How could you just leave, just please wake up. Please Ashton wake up,” I cry and wipe away my pathetic tears.

Suddenly my phone rings and I hesitate to grab it but eventually pick it up.

“H-Hello,” I stutter.

“Bell I know you are busy in the hospital waiting for Ashton t wake up but you need to come home now,” I hear someone yell through the phone.

“Who the hell is this and why are you screaming?” I start to say harsher.

“It’s Alex and I need you to come because these hooligans are throwing a party at your house.” I hear her say.

“Who threw the party,” I say in a harsh tone.

“Uh, Niall and me,” she hesitates.

“Why the fuck are you throwing a party at my house while I’m in the hospital worried about Ashton because he might die. What the fuck has gotten into you, I’m coming home right now but I suggest you fucking run because when I see you don’t expect me to say hi.” I yell and grab my stuff.

I run out the hospital and get into my car before speeding off. Once I get home I have to make it through all these drunken teens, why the hell would they throw a party while I’m sitting in the hospital worrying about their best friend and my husband? Like what the hell happened to them and why do I feel like they don’t even care for their own best friend.

I find the stereo system and shut the music off and all the sweaty bodies stare at me. I look at them in pure disgust because that is how I felt. I spot Alex and walk up to her, she stares at me with wide eyes before my hand comes in contact with her cheek.

“How the fucking dare you,” I yell but walk away before she says anything.

“Get the fuck out of my house right now!” I yell and everyone begins to run out.

Once everyone gets out I begin to clean up the mess that they made, I know it’s dumb that I’m cleaning when I should just make them clean it themselves. I just can’t stand the sight of a dirty house and when I clean I like things done a certain way so I think it is better if you do it yourself since you know yourself better than anyone else.

“Do you need-“ she starts but I stop her.

“I don’t need your fucking help you fucking bitch; just get the fuck out of my face before I hit you once again.” I yell.

“Okay fine then I just wanted to help you since you know I made this mess.” She smirks.

“Get the fuck out of my face and wipe that smirk off your face before I wipe it off.” I tell her and she quickly walks away.

I am not the person to mess with and I don’t care what anyone has to say, things go my way or I will make them go my way. I don’t care how and who I have to hurt, it might be cruel but that is the last thing on my mind. I am done with being pushed around and being nice, next person to piss me off is going to get smacked in the face really hard.

“Hey take a break you need sleep,” I hear Michael say.

“I’m fine and I need to clean this all up,” I tell him.

“No you need sleep I can tell you haven’t gotten much sleep since what happened to Ashton. Trust me I will finish this all go to bed you have a lot of things to worry about.” He says.

Before I could say anything he takes the black trash bag from me and nods his head telling me to go to bed. I embrace him in a hug and just cry because that is all I could do; he was shocked but then hugged me back and comforting me.

“It’s going to be okay you don’t need to cry,” he whispers.

“How do you know, Ashton might be dead and I have a baby on the way and I just can’t do this and all I want to cry but I’m also angry and-” I begin to ramble but he puts a hand on my mouth.

“Shh go to sleep you are stressing too much and that is not healthy.” He says.

“Fine,” I mumble.

I begin to walk up the stairs until the phone rings but Michael answers it before I could grab it. He mumbles “okay” and “yes” and “I’ll let her know”. It made me anxious wanting to know what and who he was talking to.

“I have great news,” he says once he hangs up the phone.

“What is it,” I say quickly.

“Ashton is awake,” he says and I quickly run to the door but he catches my hand.

“Let me drive you because you are too tired to drive,” he says concerned.

“Get Kaila and Luke,” I say rather quickly and he begins to text them.

They come running down the stairs and we all get into a car. The drive to the hospital seemed like forever but once we made it I ran. When we got to his room I looked at him and he starred right at me, it almost felt too good to be true.

“Babe,” Is all he says before I run to him and embrace him in a hug.

“Don’t ever leave me again you asshole,” I cry.

(Surprise update! xx But this Fanfic is ending in 7 more chapters. :( But there will be a sequel so don't cry. Well I love you all, thank you for voting, commenting, and reading. Again it means so much to me! 

Love you! -Sam xx)