May 1, 2017

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FINALLY

After a few months of contemplating
Whether to send you a message or not
I still didn't had the courage to press
That send button with the letter I made

Happy birthday, I'm sorry, and I miss you
I sent you everything that I didn't do
I told you everything I didn't say
I've finally let go of these feelings which always stayed

A year and nine hours ago
I didn't get to greet you
Nine hours ago
I, still, forgot to greet you

I've decided to write
A letter with all my might
With all the words I never said
In fear of not knowing where this would lead

All my regrets, I've told you
'I should have been with them
I should have been with you
I should have been laughing with you'

Reminisce everything we had
From day one to one hundred twenty-one
When we thought we are each other's everything
'Til the day 'everything' turned to nothing

I've read and read the eight-paragraph letter
And checked the things I should've told you earlier
I heaved a sigh and closed my eyes
As another tear fell from my closed eyes

After a few minutes of contemplating

Whether to send you a message or not
I finally had the courage to press
That send button with the letter I made

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A/N: The media above was what pushed me to press the send button. On the right side is his profile picture. Na-type ko na niyan yung letter ko sa kanya but I just couldn't send it. Tapos nakita ko 'yang picture, kaya ayan, I sent it to him. The letter that I wrote can be found on my works. It's title is Dear Riggy. You may want to read it. 😊 It's one of my works na nag-open up ng wound sa puso ko. Real life related work.

Thank you.

Love,
Chill ❤

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