•Tough love• yoonkook [BTS]

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Yoongi's POV

We started working on our debut song. It was the song Namjoon had showed me. I had a respectful amount of lines and I was okay with it. The only thing that I didn't like was that we had to prepare a choreography and dancing wasn't my strong point. So I started staying over in our practice room when everyone was gone. Jungkook always staid with me and I felt bad because he looked really tired. Sometimes he even fell asleep, I never woke him up but when I finally decided to leave I would poke him gently. He always jumped and denied that he was sleeping. That made me giggle. My relationships with the other members were fine. I really like Jimin and Hoseok. Jimin is a pure and amazing creature that right now is working out too much because our choreography needs him to show his abs. And because he was called fat in the past he wants to prove everyone wrong. I tried to make him calm down a little bit but I just couldn't. I'm really scared that he'll get sick, he doesn't eat much and except from the working out he overly practices on our choreography. I mean I practice too but I do it because I'm not good at it. Jimin dances perfectly but this seems to make him want to practice even more.
Now Hoseok. No I'm sorry... Dance Machine. Sometimes he stays over with me and Jungkook to help me correct myself. He's a happy guy and someone can think that he's dumb or that he doesn't take anything seriously. That someone would be completely wrong! Yes sometimes he's tiring but Hoseok is a really sensitive and interesting person. And when it comes on dancing he's deadly serious and doesn't joke around, he's kind with everyone though and rarely yells at us. The reason I like him is that he's the exact opposite from me. He has a personality bright like the sun and I'm more like a mix of the Sleepy and the Grumpy dwarves from Snow White.
The only person I avoid and I'm really mad at is Seokjin. The look in his eyes... it's frustrates me!! The other thing I hate is that he acts like my older brother. And I can't swear at him for his behavior because he knows more than he should! If we were characters in a movie I think he would be dead!

-He wants to protect you

-Bulls..t. He just wants to rule everybody!

-But...

-NO BUTS!!

Now... something else happened that hurt me a little bit... Jungkook forgot our anniversary. Exactly, someone would expect me to be the one to forget it and Jungkook to be the one who would come next to me broken-hearted to ask me:
"Yoongi... do you know what day it's is today?"
And I would cruelly answer:
"It's Monday... Monday the 28th(January 2013)"
"Is it a special day today?" He would then ask.
"I don't think so... Why?" It would have been my answer.
"Because it's our anniversary today Yoongi..." He would shyly reply and then he would start sobbing because I forgot it. Then I would try to convince him I was just acting and of course I hadn't forgotten a special day like that. I would try to make it up for him but I just couldn't...
But that didn't happen! Because Jungkook was the one who forgot it. I didn't remind him even though that night when I staid over with him to practice, I kissed him for the first time inside the practice room and wished that he was just acting and that he hadn't forgotten it... but it seemed like he had. I didn't say anything... I didn't want to hurt his feelings you see.

But a few days later that happened:

6 days later

I was laying down on the floor writing some lyrics when Jungkook came and laid down next to me and stuffed his face between my notebook and my head. He then placed a little and silent kiss on my lips. I moved back.
"What's wrong with you?" I hissed.
"There's no one here Yoongi, but you're so concentrated on your lyrics that you didn't notice it!" He replied happily.
"Fine then!" I said and pecked him on the lips and slightly smiled.
"Yoongi... can I ask you a question?"
"Go on!" I said
"Do you know when our anniversary is?" He asked me and I almost fell on his face.

-Say you don't, say you don't!!!!!

"I do!" I answered.

-What??? Really now?

"Oh really? When is it? I haven't written that down so I don't know!" He asked me with a pure smile
"It's on the 28th of January". I calmly answered.
"Ah! Wait... didn't that pass?" He asked me surprised.
"Yeah... seems like it did!" I said trying to play it cool.
"And you remembered it? Why didn't you say anything to me!?" Jungkook asked me ready to cry.
"I didn't want to hurt your feelings. I didn't want to make you feel bad for not remembering it!" I said and I was ready to cry too.
"But...but... oh my I'm such an awful boyfriend!"
"That's what I wanted to avoid!!" I said "You're a wonderful boyfriend. Shut up!"
"Are you mad at me Yoongi?" He asked.
I got up and sat down leaning against the wall.
"I'm not mad... maybe a little bit disappointed but definitely not mad!" I said quietly.
He rushed to come and sit next to me. He hugged my knees and started apologizing.
"I'm so sorry! I... don't know what to do! I'll try to make it up for you! I'm really a bad boyfriend!" He said and started sobbing.
I immediately fake slapped him and hugged him tight!
"No I shouldn't have said that I remembered when our anniversary was. I knew it would make you feel bad. But when I'm angry it's like I have no feelings and I act without thinking about it much!" I said trying to comfort him.
"So... so... you are mad at ... m...me!" He shattered through his sobs.

-Oh f..k!

"No Jungkook I'm not mad at you..."I started saying but the door opened and Hoseok with Taehyung walked in.

"What happened?" Taehyung yelled.

"Shh! You're upsetting him don't raise your voice!" I told him.
They both walked next to us.
"What's wrong Jungkook?" Hoseok asked him and placed his hand over his back. Jungkook lifted his head with his red eyes.
"I'm fine hyung thank you... I just forgot something really important" he said and sniffed his nose.

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Hiiiiiii! What's your opinion about this chapter?

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