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Jungkook's POV

A year passed... it just passed. Our first stage came and then our second one... many stages followed but that feeling I had, like someone was chopping my fear off never left. Yoongi and I were always waiting for the right time to go somewhere away from the others and spend... some time together. Well we usually kissed and then just sat down hugging each other. Yoongi seemed to have something in his mind that was troubling him, but I couldn't get him to talk about it.

But one day something happened and he blew up! Our manager came to us and told us we were going to start dieting. I didn't react at all when I heard that, the only person who actually said something but after our manager was gone with the other four members (Seokjin, Hoseok, Namjoon and Taehyung) was Jimin.
"That's great!" He said and he seemed like he hadn't finish his sentence but Yoongi interrupted him.
"That's great? Seriously Jimin?" Jimin tried to reply but Yoongi didn't let him. "Why is this great for you? Which part of it do you find great?? You think allowing them to control what you're eating will make you even slimmer? Do you have eyes? Do you see yourself in the mirror, don't you realize there's some Jimin missing?"
"Hey Yoongi!" I said and tried to pull him back but he pushed me.
"No Jungkook! He's killing himself with what he's doing! And what is the diet going to do for you? You don't eat at the first place so there's no need for you to control your eating habits! You think I haven't seen or heard you?" Yoongi continued. Jimin got close to him and pushed him with both of his hands.
"It's none of your business Hyung! I may want to kill myself, why do you mind?" Jimin asked him sarcastically while tilting his head slightly and he seemed ready to fight.
I got in the middle and parted them.
"What's wrong?!" I asked.
"You don't know? You guys have no idea of what's going on? You haven't noticed him skipping meals and throwing up the few things he eats almost immediately?" He asked me and i felt really bad. I turned and looked at Jimin.
"Is that true Hyung?" I asked him.
"Of course not! Yoongi is making this things up! I'm as healthy as everyone!" Jimin replied and I don't know why he convinced me but he did. After that Jimin walked out of the room leaving me and Yoongi alone.
"What the hell, Yoongi? What the actual hell?" I asked him and pushed him too just like Jimin had done before. He grabbed my arms and looked at me furiously.
"Don't! push me Jungkook! And what do you mean with that? Are you blind?" He asked.
No I wasn't blind. I could see it... but a combination of two thinks was covering my eyes: the fact that I hadn't noticed that Jimin was starting to lose too much weight and my jealousy for Yoongi caring so much about him.
"Since when do you care so much? You never cared about me that much!!" I said and freed my wrists from his hold.
He took a deep breath and then looked at me in the eyes.
"Say that again..." he said.
"What?" I asked not understanding what he was talking about.
"I never cared about you? Honestly now?" He said and placed his hand on his face covering his eyes.
"Yoongi" I said and I approached him.
"You know what? F..k it! I'm out of here!" He said pushing me aside. He grabbed his backpack and then left the building. I was left looking at the shut door trying reaaally hard not to cry. My bottom lip started bleeding because without realizing it I was biting it hard. After I got back to earth I ran out of the building too, with the others yelling behind me asking me where I was going. Seokjin rushed behind me and almost caught me but I was faster and he was tired from practice. I started calling Yoongi but he wouldn't pick it up. I left a dozen of voicemails but I didn't get a call or even a message back.
I was looking for a person in Seoul... in a huge city in which I could easily get lost. Yoongi didn't know Seoul either so that made me believe he wouldn't go far away from the area our dorm and the big hit entertainment building was.
I was walking around till 10:00 and as expected I didn't find Yoongi so I decided to go back to our dorm and ask the guys to lend me their phones so I could call him.

When I got to our dorm I realized no one was worrying about him but about me. Seokjin scolded me and when I told him I was looking for Yoongi he got even more pissed at me.
"Yoongi is an adult! He can do as he pleases, but you're not old and mature enough to do so! That's it you're grounded!" He told me.
"Seriously Hyung? Who do you think you are? My mother? And where would I want to go, my life is boring as hell. Practice-dorm, Dorm-Practice! So 'grounded' doesn't mean a damn thing to me!" I said and went to look for the little key that led to the only place I could just relax, the key for the roof. But it wasn't there! My heart skipped a beat when I saw that. I left the dorm again without giving any explanation and ran upstairs.
I knocked on the roof door and after I got no response I opened it. I saw Yoongi laying down on the floor staring at the sky with his head on his backpack.
I approached him silently and covered his eyes.
"Yoongi... I'm sorry!" I whispered inside his ear. Then I felt my hand getting slightly wet from his tears and that surprised me so much I just didn't move at all.

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