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Jungkook's POV

The ambulance came and they carried Yoongi inside.
"Are you coming with him in the hospital?" A nurse asked me.
"No, I need to tell what happened to our friends!" I said.
"You can call them from the hospital!" She said.
"No I have to tell them now. In which hospital are you taking him?" I asked.
She quickly told me the name of the hospital because the car was ready to leave and I started running to get to our dorm.

I got there after five minutes with tears all over my face. I unlocked the door and run inside. All of them turned to look at me surprised.
"Jungkook!! Have you been crying?" Namjoon asked me.
I was out of breath so I just nodded.
"What happened?" Jimin asked.
"He... he... oh god he might die!" I mumbled through my sobs. Taehyung ran close to me and hugged me.
"Hushhh! Hush! Don't cry, what happened?" He asked and stroked my hair.
"He slit his wrist." I said.
"What?" They all asked startled.
"Jungkook wait a moment...is that a bruise?" Jimin asked me and touched my cheek. I looked at him for a moment and then nodded.
"Yes, we had a fight" But I quickly added. "I started it! During the fight he broke a mirror and then he... he told me to leave. I did as he told me but I just wanted to make sure he was going to be alright so I went to his studio again. And... i wasn't quick enough!" I paused "I saw him doing it" I muttered. "I could have stopped him" I whispered and started to cry again. "But I'm so useless I couldn't even do that!" I whined. "Why did I leave in the first place?" I yelled and pushed Taehyung and Jimin away from me. The other members just looked at me. Jimin was ready to cry, he got up and went close to Seokjin. He hugged him and I thought I heard him crying. "I have to go. I need to go to the hospital." I said.
Namjoon grabbed my arm.
"No! You're staying here! You guys caused enough problems to us. I'm going!" He said angrily.
"Where are you going to go? You don't know where he is, the people in the hospital don't even know his name so even if you call every hospital in Seoul searching for a Min Yoongi you won't find him." I told him. "I'm going, and you can't stop me Hyung!"
"Then I'll come with you! I can't leave you alone." He said and his expression softened. "I'm scared, I don't know what you're going to do. We already have one member in the hospital we can't have you there too! Please understand me!"
"Oh Hyung..." I muttered. He pulled me closer and hugged me.
"We are a family Jungkook. And a parent always wants to protect his children!"
We quickly got downstairs and started walking towards the direction of the hospital.
"Jungkook?" Namjoon suddenly said.
"What is it hyung?" I asked.
"Can you imagine how hurtful it is for me that Yoongi is in the hospital? It makes me feel like I failed as a parent, as a leader of this group. I should have understood that something was wrong with Yoongi." He told me.
"Hyung, don't. It's Yoongi's fault. Not ours! We tried to help him but he always refused our help."
"No Jungkook it's not like that! When someone needs your help, even if he denies it you should help him. What if you got in the apartment quicker than you actually did and you managed to take that piece of glass out of Yoongi's hand. I'm sure that he would say 'No give it back I want to die!' Would you give it back? No. Do you understand?" He asked but I didn't answer everything he told me reminded me of that scene earlier which kept playing inside my brain. The glass, his pale skin... and then blood. Finally I answered him:
"Oh hyung I do understand. You're the one who doesn't..."

We arrived at the hospital and I ran close to a nurse.
"Excuse me, my... my brother is here. He probably arrived at this hospital some time ago, he... he cut himself. I was the one who called the ambulance, is he alright?" I asked her.
"A...oh! The young man with the wound on his wrist. Yes follow me!" She then saw Namjoon behind me. "And he is?"
"He's a friend!" I quickly said.
"I'm sorry only family!" She said.
"But his parents won't come to visit him, please let him come too!" I begged her.
"I'm sorry! I can't, you follow me!" She told me. I looked at Namjoon and he nodded so I did follow her.
"How are you so sure that your parents won't come?" She asked me.
"Our? Oh! Well... it's a long story... I can't really tell you." I replied. She didn't say anything back so I dared to ask her a question.
"Is he going to be alright?"
"We don't know dear, I'm sorry. Oh here he is!" She said pointing at a door. "Wait until the doctor comes out I'll tell him you're here!" She said.
"Thank you!" I whispered.

When the doctor came out he approached me and I got up from the chair that I was sitting.
"Is he going to be alright?" I asked again.
"His wound was deep, luckily you called the ambulance immediately. He's going to live because of you, you can relax!" The doctor said and patted me on the shoulder.
"Oh my god! Thank you doc!" I said with tears of happiness in my eyes. "Can I get in?" I asked.
"Well he's sleeping right now..."
"I won't talk to him! Just let me sit beside him, please, I don't want to leave him alone again!" I begged.
"Okay, but don't wake him up!" He said opened the door for me. "A nurse will be inside too though!"
"Yes, oh thank you so much."
I walked in with small steps and stood beside his bed looking at him. He was laying there, still, and the only thing which indicated that he was still alive was the slight movement of his chest. I took a chair and sat next to him. I took out my phone and checked the time. It showed 12:45. I was so tired... I tried to to keep my eyes open but shortly after my head touched the bed and slowly I fell asleep.

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