•Tough love• yoonkook [BTS]

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Yoongi's POV

After some days they took us to film our first videoclip and a few days later it was published. And that meant... we had debuted!
The day it was published I sat down on my bed and stared at the ceiling without being able to believe it. I was finally an artist! I had a blank look in my eyes and I didn't notice Jungkook walking into the room and standing next to me while looking at my eyes. He got up the small staircase next to our bank bed and bend over me. No one else was in the room so he started kissing me gently, his hands got under my head and pressed me closer to him. I couldn't react, a part of me wanted to cry for honestly No Reason and another one just couldn't believe what was happening. Jungkook moved back.
"What's wrong King of Shyness?" He asked me and I couldn't hold a giggle remembering how that nickname was created. But I got serious almost immediately.
"You shouldn't t call me that. I ain't shy!" I said
"That's what you think! If I get rid of my shirt again you'll go crazy!" He joked.
"Let me remind you of the many times I took you out of the bathroom when you had fallen asleep!"
"Why are...? Oh god now I got it!" He said and turned red.
"Who's now the King of Shyness?" I asked and then stroked his hair. "I'm kidding Kookie... I just can't believe it!"
"You can't believe what Yoongi?" He asked me.
"We debuted!" I said surprised he didn't understand for what I was talking about.
"Seriously Yoongi? Why is this so hard to believe? You even have a Boyfriend and being in a group is the thing that seems so unbelievable to you?" Kookie said.
"Well... it's not exactly like that... I got used to the fact that I have a boyfriend. We are together for more than one year..." I said and Jungkook immediately looked at the floor when these words came out of my mouth. "Oh Kookie! I told you it's okay. You're a human being and you're aloud to make mistakes!" I said realizing that. "So my point is that I don't think I'll ever get used to it. Being in a group I mean. I'll have to be careful of what I'm saying, we'll have fans that will follow us when we'll be going out, if we become popular of course but... still it's going to be a huge change for all of us!"
"I agree!" He said and came close to me again. "Do you want to celebrate it?" He asked with a sinful smile on his lips. I was ready to kiss him again till we both couldn't breathe but Hoseok got inside the room. I panicked and nonsense started coming out of my mouth.
"What do you want? I told you your shirt isn't here!" I said and slightly pushed Jungkook.
"My what?" Asked Jungkook silently.
"Back off, Kookie!" I said and then bit my bottom lip. I had never called Jungkook 'Kookie' in front of the others.
"Okay Yoongi relax!" He said and I could see he was trying really hard not to laugh.
"Which shirt are looking for Jungkook?" Hoseok asked with a giggle.
"One of his white ones. Does he have shirts in any other color?" I said in a sarcastic tone.
"Shut up Yoongi I like them!" He whined but then smiled.
"I'm just impressed how Yoongi accepted a 'shut up' from the maknae!" Hoseok said who was looking at us really surprised. We both realized our gaffe and looked around worried.
"I'm hungry!" I said trying to change the subject and stood up.
"Oh me too!" Hoseok said. "Would you guys like to go somewhere to go eat?"
"The three of us?" Jungkook asked.
"Aren't we enough for you?" Hoseok joked but Jungkook took that seriously and lowered his head.
"I didn't mean that..." he started explaining.
"Oh dear god he was kidding Jungkook!" I told him and got down from the bed. "Okay do you want to go out and eat something or order pizza etc?" I asked.
"Amm... I'm a bit tired I would prefer it if we ordered something!" Hoseok said
"But wouldn't it be bad to eat without the others? Shouldn't we at least call them and ask them is they want to come and eat with us?" Jungkook asked.
"Well... Hoseok I don't t think he's wrong. We should call them. I'll call Namjoon!" I said and grabbed my phone from my bed.

A few minutes later everyone was back home and we were waiting for our pizzas. Of course we had ordered beers too and we were ready to celebrate our debut!
We were all sitting in the big couch we had. Hoseok, Seokjin, Namjoon, Me, then Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung. I don't know how I ended up sitting in the middle, and most importantly not next to Jungkook! When the pizzas arrived everyone except me ran to door to receive them, don't think I wasn't hungry, I was just bored to get up. When the pizzas touched the table, everyone started eating like there was no tomorrow including me this time. Only Jimin was taking small bites from his piece. He looked hungry too but he was still in that stupid diet! For a moment after he finished that one piece he got up to go to the bathroom. I got up too and followed him without him noticing.
I pushed down the handle but it didn't open. I didn't want to cause any noise so I got close to the door.
"Jimin open the door please!" I said.
"What? Why?" He asked.
"Open the door Now!!" I hissed and he did as I said. I walked inside and looked at his eyes.
"What's wrong hyung?" He asked me with he's small innocent eyes looking at me scared.
"You're going to tell me what's wrong! Can't you eat like a normal person? You're damaging your health that way!" I told him.
"What are you talking about Hyung? And even if you're right that's none of your business, it's my body and I'll do as I please!" He answered me and he seemed angry, this was the first time i saw him like that so i didn't say anything else.
"Okay... you know better!" I only said and left the room.
After we all finished eating and Seokjin with Hoseok started cleaning up and Namjoon went inside our bedroom Jimin leaned next to me and asked me.
"Would you mind if I rested my head on your legs hyung? I'm soooo full!"
Only Jungkook was allowed to do such thing, not even my girlfriends had tried to lay their heads on my lap.
"Full of what Jimin? Full of air? 'Cause you didn't eat a thing!" I said sarcastically.
"But you didn't answer my question. Can I?" He asked again. I just breathed out tired and nodded. He placed his head in my thighs but at that moment I felt Jungkook's eyes ripping me apart.

-Where did I get myself into??

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