•Tough love• yoonkook [BTS]

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Yoongi's POV

For three months I spent all my free time in my studio. Usually with Jungkook sitting on the bed I had, looking at me. I hadn't allowed anyone, not even Kookie, to listen to my mixtape because I didn't like showing people unfinished things. Jungkook and I would always cuddle and actually act like a couple and the others called us goals. We loved it. Sometimes at my studio, even though I didn't want to get distracted, Jungkook would start kissing my neck and I would just quit what I was doing. That kid can't control himself. When he wants me, when he needs me to kiss him he does not hide it no matter where we are. One time at a fan meeting he started texting me.

Kookie
Yoongi!
Delivered @ 5:30pm

King of Shyness
Yes Kookie?
Delivered @ 5:30pm

Kookie
I need you!
Delivered @ 5:31pm

King of Shyness
What the hell do you mean?
We're in a fan meeting!!
Delivered @ 5:35pm

Kookie
I want to kiss you...
Delivered @ 5:36pm
Kookie
Hug you
Delivered @ 5:36pm

King of Shyness
Jungkook f..k off! Stop texting me!
Delivered @ 5:37pm

Kookie
What about you?
Don't you want me?😏
Delivered @ 5:38pm

King of Shyness
No! Or at least not now!!!
We're in a room filled with fangirls!!
Delivered @ 5:39pm

Kookie
Turns me on even more!
Delivered @ 5:39pm

King of Shyness
I'm going to block you! Stop it!!
Delivered @ 5:40pm

Kookie
Come on! Don't tell me that you don't want my lips on yours! Don't lie to me!!
Delivered @ 5:40pm

King of Shyness has muted you for an hour

Kookie
Oh come oooooon!!!!
Delivered @ 5:41 pm
Kookie
Okay then... I'll take Taehyung's phone!
Delivered @ 5:45

And that's what he did. He actually took everyone's phone until I muted all the six of them. Luckily he didn't think to make paper planes and sent me his messages that way!! Later that day we had a 'fight', if someone can call that a fight:
"You know how uncomfortable that thing made me?"
"It wasn't something really bad! You're just over reacting!"
"You tried to...arg!!"
"Okay im sorry!"
"I forgive you!"

We just couldn't fight anymore. We  would only apologize. Both of us! Even if the one hadn't done anything wrong!

I was visiting my psychologist twice per week and he helped me a lot. I started spending more time with the other members too. I helped Seokjin when he cooked, I worked on songs with Namjoon and generally helped the other members with lyrics. I asked the dancing line (the three J) to help me with the choreographies and actually started talking more with Tae because for some reason we never really interacted.

On August, I decided to drop my mixtape. That was when the other members heard it too. Of course Jungkook was the first to listen to it and I noticed that he teared up when he was listening to 'The Last'. He didn't comment anything at first... he promised me that he would, when the others had heard it too!
So the seven of us watched the Videoclips together and heard the whole mixtape and again everyone teared up while listening to 'The Last'. But for some weird reason I was smiling. I hugged and told them to stop crying. I was okay!! I promised them that I was perfectly fine.
I don't know if they believed me, but we all hugged each other and Namjoon started rapping the: A to the G to the U to the STD, line and Jungkook got confused and said A to the U which made everyone burst out laughing.
"I'm not August!!" I said while laughing. "I'm Agust!"
"I'm sorryy!" He said and turned red.

After that Jungkook and I went for a walk.
"Let's go to the Lotte World Tower!" Jungkook said.
"I'm a bit scared of heights!" I mumbled.
"I'll hold you tight! Don't you worry!" He replied. "Please hyung!!!" He begged me and I chuckled at the word hyung.
"It's Yoongi Jungkook!" I told him and stroked his hair. "Let's go!"
We took a taxi till there. When we arrived, we got in the elevator to reach the rooftop. We went close to the edge and looked down, which made me feel dizzy. Jungkook placed his hand on my waist and because it was almost 2:00am no one was in the roof.
"Are you alright?" He asked and I looked at his eyes.
"Why are you taller than me Jungkook?!" I muttered and he started giggling.
"You noticed that now? I've been taller than you for almost a year!" He said and faked punched me on the shoulder.
"No need to remind me! You used to be shorter!! And I liked it!" I smirked.
"Is it hard to kiss me now?" Jungkook asked smirking too.
"I swear I'll climb you up like a tree till I can reach you!"I whined.
"Yoongi it's only 3 centimeters!" He said and giggled. We looked down at the lights of Seoul, later on I grabbed him from his neck and connected our lips.
"What was that for?" Jungkook asked slowly after we broke the kiss.
"Do I need a reason to kiss my boyfriend?" I asked him and raised my eyebrow.
"No I didn't mean that..." he started saying but I interrupted him.
"Wait! I actually do have a reason. That was a thank you for showing me who I am!" I said and kissed him again. "That was for supporting my dreams and..." I plugged another kiss on his lips "for giving me the courage to audition for Big Hit!" Afterwards I gave him four little pecks and continued. "One, for supporting me economically when I needed it. Two, for... saving me that day... for taking care of me and everything. Three, for... giving me a second chance and four... for... loving me!!" I said and hugged him tight.

Jungkook surprised by the many kisses he received at once, he stood still for a minute before placing his hands around me. He, then slowly pulled away and placed his hands around my face.
"No need to thank me Yoongi. Do you need me to remind you all the things you've done for me?" He asked me and I actually nodded.
"Please remind me because I feel like I only caused problems!" I muttered.
He looked at me astonished but with a half smile.
"First of all you protected me at school! They stopped bullying me after you fought them!"
"Yes but they started bullying you again after we got together!" I told him!
"Yoongi let me finish!" He told me and placed a finger on my lips. "You made me so happy! I used to be really sad and lonely, without having someone to make me smile! Isn't happiness the greatest thing in life after love? You gave me both Yoongi. I was a happy person who was being loved! And let me remind you that if you hadn't became a trainee I wouldn't be in this band either! I came to Seoul because my parents trusted you! I managed to face my shyness and everything else, just because you were there, standing next to me!" He said and have me a slow French kiss. Our tongues touched each other and my heart(eu) started beating fast. I opened my eyes and looked at him. Our foreheads touched...
"Jeon Jungkook..." I whispered. "I can't lose you. It's not only that you're holding my world together...YOU are my world."

Jungkook's POV

"You know that earth would have frozen if the sun didn't exist, right? You know that if the moon and stars were gone, we would only have a boring sunshine all day?! You are like this... you brought life and 'sunshine' to my world, you made it special. So you... Min Yoongi... YOU are my sun, my moon and my stars. And without you... I'm nothing!"

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It's been almost a year since I've published this story! I actually have tears running down my cheeks cause that's the first book I finish!
I have to thank all of you who staid with me till here, (and a special thanks to some specific people!(you know who you are!)) I honestly loved that story! And it's actually weird if me to be proud of something I created!

So thank you again! I love y'all!

Btw I published another book (so if some of you liked my writing could read something a little bit like TL) it's called Fire vs Ice and it's a Yoonmin fanfic!