•Tough love• yoonkook [BTS]

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Yoongi's POV

Jungkook unlocked our apartment door and we walked in. The others were still awake, or at least they were trying not to sleep because they were laying all around the living room snoring lightly. Namjoon noticed us first.
"Guys!!! You're finally back!" He didn't look angry but worried and I felt bad for him. "Hyung are you okay?" He asked me.
"I'm fine... I'm going to bed, Goodnight!" I simply said and left. I think I heard Jungkook stopping them from following me, but I didn't pay attention. I just got undressed and fell on my bed.

Next morning

I woke up next morning with a horrible headache. But I convinced myself to get up and go to the bathroom and take a shower. I knocked on the bathroom's door and I heard Hoseok's voice from inside, so I just opened the door.
"Good morning Hyung!" He murmured with his mouth filled with toothpaste.
I left out a sigh and replied with a "Morning".
"Would you mind if I take a shower?" I asked him and that surprised him because I didn't use to ask such things.
"Of course hyung!" He answered. "But before you do that please..." he said and grabbed me from my shoulder. "Are you alright?" He asked.
"Ah... I don't know either." I answered with a sour smile and got inside the shower. I pulled the curtain and turned the water on.
It was really cold and it hit me without me expecting it so I grabbed my mouth to prevent me from yelling. After a while I got used to it and I just stood there trying to empty my head. Suddenly I heard the bathroom door opening.
"Yoongi, it's me Jungkook!" I heard him saying.
"Pass me the towel and wait I'm coming out!" I told him calmly. He did as I ordered him and I pulled away the curtain.
"It's been some time since I last saw you shirtless Yoongi!"he said and I was ready to roll my eyes but he continued. "I miss these days when it was only us... when I wasn't afraid of hugging you or kissing you..." he said but I interrupted him.
"Jungkook just stop, I can't. I have so many things troubling my mind right now. I can't have our relationship within them!" I told him.

-Maybe it's already one of them.

"I'm tired Jungkook. I need a break!" I mumbled and my voice broke.
"I can help you, you just need to forget everything else. Let me take care of you! And I don't mean it in a dirty way or anything. I just want to walk next to you hug you... simply take care of you!" He said and touched my cheek.
I touched his hand and closed it inside mine.
"Wait... give me some time! I have to face some fears of mine that are still hunting me right now! Please just... be patient!" I whispered ready to cry again.
"Yoongi, it's okay. I'll wait as long as you want." He said while placing his hands in my head and then gently kissing me.

When I got out of my bathroom I went inside our bedroom and quickly threw some clothes on my body. I rushed to the kitchen where the members were ready to leave. I immediately noticed that they were all staring at the floor. Then I saw my parents sitting in the sofa and understood the situation.
"Go, I'll come in a minute!"I told them. Namjoon took a step closer. "It's okay just leave!" I ordered them and they walked out and all of them turned to look at me before they closed the door behind them. I then turned to these two humans looking at me.
"What do you want?" I just asked them.
The woman smiled despite my harsh and aggressive tone. That made me even angrier but I tried to calm down.
"We just wanted to see our child, it's been a long time..." the woman said, (I can't call her my mother!)
"Seventeen years!" I interrupted her.
"Exactly" she continued. "We heard of your success and wanted to congratulate you!"
"You want money? I'm sorry I don't have money. Not that if I had I would give anything to... you!" I said and raised my upper lip. The woman was ready to say something. "And how dare you, disgusting things to appear in front of me, after you had completely abandoned me? How dare you to call yourselves my parents? I don't even know your names!" I said.
"Yoongi!" The man said and grabbed me from my wrist.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you!" I said with a demonic smile. My other hand grabbed his wrist and squeezed it. I came close to his face and hissed: "I don't know what prevents me from smashing your ugly face!"
"Yoongi leave him!" The woman yelled. I freed him and pushed him back. He fell on the couch and I rolled my eyes. "If you don't want to see us you have to at least come and see your brother!" She said and my eyes opened widely.
"My what?" I asked surprised at an ironic tone. (A.N. I know Yoongi had an older brother but let's say that in here he has a younger one!) "You mean that I have a younger brother?"
"Yes!" The woman said and the man nodded.
"Then that changes everything!" I said ironically. "And by that i mean get the f..k out of here!" I said and smiled. "And why did you keep him? Why didn't you abandon him in a house filled with nannies like you did with me? And Why Did You Abandon Me at the first place?" I asked them and my voice started to get louder.
"Yoongi child please relax!" The woman said.
"F..k you!! Just tell me why! You came here thinking what? You thought that I would greet you happy and I would accept you as my parents? I need an answer!!" I yelled at them and I believe I looked really scary because the grabbed each other's hands.
"We... didn't want to... have a child!" The woman shattered.
"AND THEN WHY DID YOU GAVE BIRTH TO ME?? And WHY did you keep your second child?" I said and kicked the chair in front of me. "You have nothing to say hah?" I said. They remained silent. I couldn't handle it anymore. I grabbed both of them from their wrists and pulled them up. I threw them out of the apartment.
"Don't you, ever, come to see me again!" I hissed and closed the door causing so much noise that a framed picture fell down in the ground and broke. I took a piece of the broken glasses and held it inside my palm. I started squeezing it inside my fist til it started bleeding.

I hated me, I hated them, I just hated my life!!!

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