•Tough love• yoonkook [BTS]

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Yoongi's POV

I walked out of his office with my hands so stiffened that the were trembling. I couldn't stop them and I didn't know why. I was over my past, wasn't I? I... I was over it. I started running fast downstairs only to see the others chatting while they were slowly walking.
Jungkook noticed me first and yelled a little bit loud a 'Yoongi'.
I gulped and nervously bit my lip.
"Jungkook, its hyung!" Hoseok said.
"I'm sorry I forget the honorifics". Jungkook said and turned to look at the ground.
"I really don't mind. You can call me Yoongi... Jungkook!" I answered and walked next to them.
"What did the manager wanted you for?" Seokjin asked.
"It's not important". I said
"Why didn't you give you parents number hyung?" Jimin asked me. That made me angry but when I turned to look at him the smile formed in his fluffy cheeks made me calm down.
"You don't need to know!" I answered.
"So where do you guys live?" Jungkook asked and I looked at him relieved from the change of the subject topic. He was nervous, he tried to be calm and show to the others that he was not afraid of them but I could sense him dying inside.
"Oh... I lived over there!" Taehyung said and pointed to the completely different direction than Jungkook and I lived.
"Oh we... The apartment I used to live is over there... so goodbye!" I said almost saying we instead of I.
"Wait hyung mine is over there too. We can go together if you want to!" I turned to see who was the one talking hoping to see Jungkook but instead I saw Jimin. I stared at Jungkook and he looked back at me.
"I'll go with Seokjin to my apartment then... bye bye!" He said and I took that as a permission to go with Jimin.
"Let's go Jimin!" I said and he literally jumped next to me.
"Let's go hyung!" He said
"It's Yoongi!" I mumbled.
"Yoongi hyung then!"
"Whatever!"

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I walked Jimin till his home and helped him with packing. I didn't want to go back to our apartment I didn't want to answer to Seokjin's questions about my life etc. At about 1:30 I received a text from Jungkook saying that Seokjin had left. I texted Jungkook something that looked like:

'Ima cimjnge wiat!'

While I meant 'Wait I'm coming over'.
I told Jimin I had to go pack my own things and he said 'Of course hyung. Go ahead thanks for your help!'

I'm three minutes I was outside our apartment building and I saw Jungkook waiting outside.
"Where's Seokjin?" I asked him.
"He went to our dorm with half of our things". He replied and smiled.
"Did you..."
"Yes we packed yours too! Here they are!" He said and placed a big box in my hands. Then he took his box and we started walking to our dorm.

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After we set our house in order the manager came to our dorm to inform us that we could go back to our hometowns to our parents, to spend the holidays with them. I just sat on the sofa we had on the 'living room' and stared at the ceiling. I had nowhere else to go...
"Hey Yoongi. Get ready we're going back to Busan!" Jungkook said and I turned to give him a tired look.
"No Jungkook. You are going back to Busan. I'm staying here!"
"What? Yoongi are you sick? We will finally have two free weeks to spend together. Are you..." he asked me and I interrupted him.
"I'm fine Jungkook. You just need to spend some time with your parents. They've missed you! They need to see you not me. I'm just going to be a burden for them!" I explained. I really didn't want to go to Busan. I didn't want to see a happy family eating together at the Christmas Eve. I didn't want to hear the 'how I missed you' I didn't want to be reminded that I didn't have something like that and I would never have it.
"Yoongi!" He said kinda loud. I told him to lower his voice. "Yoongi" he said again. "They missed you as much as they missed me. You are a part of this family..."
"No I'm not Jungkook. You can't find me new parents. I'm not a part of any family and the only thing I have in this world is you. Don't lie to me!" I said and smiled sourly.
"Oh please come. What are you going to do alone in Seoul anyway?"
"I've spend 21 Christmas Eve's by myself. An other one won't be this bad for me Kookie!"
Jungkook looked at me trying to see if I meant what I was saying.
"I really mean it Kookie! Don't worry about me!" I said.
"Oh Jungkook here you are!" Jimin said and gave me a good fright. "I wanted to ask you something!"
"Yes hyung?" Jungkook replied.
"Are you going back to Busan to spend the vacation with your family?" He asked and Jungkook nodded. "Good cause I'm going too. So I wanted to ask you if you wanted to travel together... because I really hate traveling alone and it's a long journey..."
Jungkook turned to look at me to silently ask me for permission. I shrugged my shoulders.
"Yes why not...? When are you going to leave?" Jungkook asked him .
"Great. Today... pack a bag the train is leaving in four hours!" Jimin answered immediately like he was scared Jungkook would change his mind.
"O... okay, and the tickes?"
"We'll buy them there!" He replied.
"If you guys want to I can come with you till the station because I want to go for a walk..." I offered. Jimin's eyes opened wide.
"Yes hyung! Of course! You won't go back to your family? Correct me if I'm wrong I thought they lived in Busan too!" He said. Jungkook took one of my fingers and held it tight. Like he was trying to prevent me from doing something stupid. I smiled because of his act and answered.
"No Jimin. I won't visit my parents. I'll spend the holidays here! Now get ready to go!"

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