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The Stories PT 1/3

Dear Diary,

My eyes felt as if someone was shoving needles into them.

I have been up for 2 days. My mom won't come out of her room. She blames me because I wouldn't fight back.

I haven't left the house sense the feast.

Alpha Micheal comes by everyday. He knocks at the front door then when no one answers he leaves.

I tried so hard to look for him. To find him.

I remember my dad so well.

I remember when he would tuck me in at night when I was little. How he threatened all my boyfriends I ever had.

I remember how much he showed he loved me and my mom.

It is my fault isn't it? I gotta take it out on myself some how. And I know how too.

         Goodbye for now, Kadie
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I walk into my bathroom ,locking the door. I take the longest knife I could find.

I thought about it over and over in my head. How can I do this to myself. Mom wouldn't want me too.

But she tells me all the time to die. And so I'm just giving her the next best thing. Me hurting myself hopefully will make her stop.

I slowly put the knife in hot water. I wait then take it out sitting over the tub as I slice side ways.

I wince as I a tear rolls down my face.

This is so much harder to then I thought.

I slowly wipe up my arm ,and the. I slice again. Then again until my whole arm was numb.