Strange Mate ||All Books||Uncomplete✖️

What am I doing?

(Kade's POV)

I stay quiet most of the ride until Rose stops the car. She puts it in park ,and sighs, "What happened." I grumble rubbing my forehead, "does it matter?" I look over at her ,and I could tell it did. "We kissed," I look down ,blushing. She starts smiling ,and gets excited, "Oh my gosh I'm so happy for you!" I shake my head. "I'm not." I say looking over at her. She tilts her head, "why is that?"

I stare at her examining her. I've spent most of my time with her ,so I'm pretty sure she's an ok girl. I start tearing up.

"I'm your friend ,Kade," she hugs me and I hug her back. I start to tell her about what happened and one reason why I reacted the way I did. "I'm so sorry.. do you wanna spend the night at my house?" she tilts her head. "Sure, yea," I relax back in my seat, "I'll tell you the rest of you want when we get back to your place." She smiles nodding, "id like that."

She drove me back to her place ,and we get up to her room. Blaze was long gone ,and I was thankful for that. I don't know if i could have faced him after I ran off.

I sit on her bed ,and she smiles. "So talk to me," she plops down on her bed relaxing. "What do you wanna know," i tilt my head. She wrinkles her nose ,and then she smirks. "Do you think Blaze is your mate?" She looks over at me expectantly.

I sigh knowing damn well that he is. But why would such a popular guy like him. Whose rich. Whose has great parents. And a perfect life ever be interested in someone like me.

"Yes I do," I look at her in eyes ,and I lay my head back staring up at the ceiling. "You know," she turns on her side ,looking at me, "he knows you're his mate too." I look over at her staying quiet. "He knows your the one he's meant to be with. When you left earlier. He was so torn up. I could see it in his eyes." She looks away from me ,and turns on her back.

She cares a lot about him. Probably because she has known him for so long. I didn't think that the cocky guy he seemed to be would me hurt by me running off.

"Let's just go to sleep," I turn away from her. I wasn't about to cry in front of someone else tonight. I sniffle ,trying not to cry. My wolf wants him. I need to get over myself. I need to let go.

But how can I let go to something I can't forget.