Hopes

12: My love // character x reader

I never thought I would feel this way. It all started with little chats we had. I started to trust you and told you more things about myself that I have never told anyone.

One of these things was my feelings. Ever since I noticed your personality I could never look away. I liked how you were caring, kind and so optimistic. I had recognised this feeling to be love, but I was happy watching you from a distance.

After a few days and nights, I decided that I should tell you.

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I felt so relieved. What I said didn't affect our relationship in any way, but it changed the way we related to each other.

You knew I loved you, but you couldn't bring yourself to love me. You didn't find any interest in me. I understood, but secretly, deep down, I wanted you to love me back. I was so selfish.

I tried everything I could to charm you. You seemed to like it, but I guess it was all just an act.

After a few days you left, and never came back. I tried to contact you, just to hear your voice one last time, but I couldn't. You were gone and I never found out why.

I regretted ever loving you. I regretted giving myself this pain even though I knew you would never love me.

However...

I am still glad I loved you.

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A/N: I ran out of titles shush

27-05-17