Hopes

41: On my mind // Zanrissa

Req by: caramelchips

Tea's POV

She was a good friend, one of the coolest people I have ever met. I wouldn't say I grieved about her a lot, because I didn't cry. But I can't say the same for her other closer friends, they missed her immensely. I wasn't very close to her to the extent we trusted each other with everything, but we were close enough.

We had many things in common, and we hung out often. I remember the countless times she made me smile or laugh hysterically. Ha... there was never an in between. We had the same interests, especially in bands. When an underrated song played we would be the only two who knew it, and we would be the only triggered people crying internally. People ship us sometimes, heh... I guess that's how you know you are very close to someone.

She was a great friend, there's so much to say about her I barely know where to start. Her presence was comforting, and she can make us laugh till we had cramps. The best days of our lives. She was always so afraid to hurt anyone, her heart was pure gold. But her mind was as dirty as it could get.

Haha... I miss her

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"Hey Tea, you coming for recess? Or are you gonna stay in class again?" my friends inquired. I remember... it used to always be her asking me.

"Nah I'm cool, I packed food," I replied monotonously.

Once they left I looked up from the bread in my hands. It tasted so stale, there was something in my throat making it taste like nothing at all.

I stared blankly at the seat which used to be filled by someone. The now empty seat was cold and reminded us of sadness. I couldn't contain it, I stood up abruptly.

"What do you want me to do? You left us all alone here without any warning!" I screamed my lungs out. My eyes began to turn watery with warm tears threatening to spill.

"I can't cry. If I start to cry now, I don't think I would ever stop!"

With that it all broke down...

I wish you come back, Zan.

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A/N: this would never happen i mean... but i was so sad just thinking about it ;; also i had no other pairing

02-09-17