Broken // Lams SoulMate AU

~12~

At the rate this thing is going, it'll have like, 100 chapters. And a LOT of heartbreak so you can look forward to that. Wink wonk.

I stared at the yellow book that sat next to me. It had the large words 'Alexander Hamilton' written in the front of it. I didn't know if I should get revenge and throw it away, or be nice and give it back.

He already hates me, I know it. The only reason I wanted Lin was to make Alex jealous. But I knew that if someone was being a dick to you, you shouldn't be a dick back. It's not gonna help the situation at all. That's what the old man used to tell me before....

I need to either remain with Lin for a little bit, or ask Alex if I can stay with him. Maybe if I give the notebook back to Alex, he'll think I'm nice and let me stay with him! Ugh, desperate much John?

I looked around the room. Alex wasn't here right now, no one was here. Maybe I could get the slightest look of what's going on in the mind of Alexander Hamilton. I flipped open the cover and continued to scan through the numerous pages. Each one has its own unique drawing or words printed onto it. I knew that he was an amazing writer, but I never knew that he could draw so good! Is there anything that he can't do?

I opened up to a page that had a bold title written on it that showed 'Helpless.' I was about to read the contents of the page, then I heard footsteps down the hall. I quickly shut the book, with questions of what he is supposedly helpless about.

I grabbed the book and walked into the doorframe and I was met with the soft lips of someone. I didn't even realise that I was kissing back. It just felt so god damn right. I decided that I better find Alex and not continue to kiss whoever this soft lipped stranger was. I'll have to figure out who they were. When I opened my eyes, two of my problems were solved.

John - ALEX?!
Alex - JOHN!! Oh! You have my notebook!
John - Yeah, I was just looking for you. I wanted to-

I was cute off when I tripped over something. I realised that I had tripped myself over that stupid red string. I also realised, I didn't hit the ground. Instead, I was held in the arms of my sou.....Alex.

John - Oh, thanks.
Alex - It's fine.
John - Hey, I wanted to ask you, do you think that you could, maybe, let me stay at your house for a while? I'll try not to be a bother but I just don't age anywhere to go and I'm all alone and I have no-

I was cut off from my rant by those same soft lips in mine. I smiled into it and let my hands find their way into Alex's dark pink hair. He grabbed my waist and held me up against the wall. Jefferson can suck this shit down his throat.

Hercules - Are you guys gonna get a room yet?
Alex - SHUT UP!!
Lafayette - Do you maybe wanna do the thing another day Alex?
John - What thing?
Lafayette - Oh nothing! I just said that if Alex doesn't want to go out for ice cream because he has his own ice cream with him, then he can just go out for ice cream another day. Cough cough.
Hercules - Laf your not supposed to say it out loud.
Lafayette - Oh sorry.
Alex - We'll go to the ice cream shop another time Laf. After all, I have about 2 months to get to it!
Lafayette - Good idea! Haha....well, you two have fun!

Lafayette grabbed Hercules and waved goodbye. Leaving John and I alone again.

Alex - So, umm, ya wanna go back to my place?
John - I guess so.

I grabbed the boys hand and led him back to my house. I prayed that my siblings would still be on their trip back, and that they wouldn't bother the two of us. I groaned when I saw a large car in the driveway and wild screams that sounded from the inside. I opened the door and was shown my worst nightmare. My siblings.

Johnny - JOHN!! JOHN YOU'RE BACK!!!
John - Oh, yeah. Yeah, I am.
Johnny - IM SO HAPPY I WUV YOU!!!!
John - Umm, I gotta....go.

Elizabeth - Why do you only have one arm?
Alex - ELIZABETH STOP!!
Elizabeth - IM JUST ASKING A QUESTION!!
Alex - Well it's something personal Elizabeth! He probably doesn't wanna talk about it!
Elizabeth - How was I supposed to know that?!

I smiled at how protective Alex was being of me. Maybe the stay at the Washingtons wouldn't be so bad after all. I knew that his parents knew that he was in love with a boy and they knew the same for Lin when we were dating.

Alex - John, you can take a shower if you want. You really need it, not to be rude!
John - It's fine, and thanks.

I stepped into the shower and sighed as the cool water drowned out all the pain and sorrow that was grasping onto me. It flowed down my sleek back and through my curly blue hair.

I turned around and saw a small head poking in at me again. No, not the again! Luckily Johnny wasn't here, but his sister Rachel. She grabbed my shampoo that I was using and squirted it on her head.

John - What are you doing?
Rachel - I'm taking a shower without wasting water! Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go wash this out in the puddle in the back of the house!
John - Why is Alex's family so weird.

I turned back around, happy that little Rachel had disappeared. Unfortunately, she was replaced by the most annoying 7 year old I knew.

Johnny - HI JOHN!!
John - AUGH!! What the hell are you doing in here?!
Johnny - Well I was feeling kind of dirty and-
Alex - JOHNNY!!! GET YOU DIRTY ASS BACK OVER HERE NOW!!!

Johnny rolled his eyes and sighed. He waved goodbye and hugged my lower waist as he hopped out. Alex stuck his head back through the shower curtain but he had his eyes closed. At least someone kind of respects my privacy.

Alex - Sorry about that John!
John - It's fine. I know how annoying little kids can be.
Alex - Yeah, hey nice p-
John - ALEX I SWEAR!!!
Alex - I was gonna say penny. There's a penny on the floor. Wonder how that got there.
John - Oh, okay. Thanks gosh you didn't say-
Alex - Hey nice penis John!

"ALEXANDER HAMILTON!!!"