My Emotionless Darling- Emotionless series #1

Warnings...

*Xavier p.o.v*

Ugh......

The fuck.....

I groan rubbing my eyes trying to wake up....Geez...I couldn't sleep last night. I spent the whole night researching on Alexithymia disorder.

But even though a part of me is says she has this disorder yet I'm not so sure....

I can't jump into conclusion without knowing anything, can I? I have to find out the truth...

I brush my teeth, do my business and take a bath...

After breakfast I head towards my car trying not to get late... As I reach the car...I find...

What the FUCK?....you gotta be kidding me... Who on the world did this?

I found my car glass smashed, scratches everywhere, my fine leather seats torn....and paints spread everywhere...

As I go closer, I find something written at the front of the car..

STAY AWAY FROM WHAT IS MINE.....

What does it mean? Who would do this? And why? And what does he mean by 'mine'.

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*Jade's p.o.v*

Geezz...

Damn you Xavier....

I barely slept last night like you can see the kiss kept me up the whole god damn night...

Why would he kiss me? That ass...

But I can't even lie that I gave in, and not only did I give in I enjoyed it too...

Shit how can I? No, no, no, no, no.....

That ass. I don't know what is he doing to me. Ever since I met him, ever since I fucking met him he started to make me feel things I don't want to. I feel warmth in my frozen world. I hate it. I hate it. The cold makes me feel numb, and I like it cause I know it is temporary, and soon the warmth will disappear and it will get cold again. And again it will hurt till I become numb again.

But this time I won't let that happen...I won't let him in. Not now, not ever. Even if I have to pretend like nothing ever happened.

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I walk towards the kitchen for breakfast where Alex was preparing breakfast.

"Good morning sleepyhead." Alex mocked.

"Morning." I huffed.

"What happened you look tired?"

"Yeah. Couldn't sleep last night." I replied yawn.

Fuck you Xavier, it's all your fault....I thought grinning my teeth.

"Why? Again nightmares. Don't tell me you are not taking you medicines. Jay, sweetie you know you have to take them in regular basis. It's not good for you health. You know-" I cut him off.