My Emotionless Darling- Emotionless series #1

Curiosity Kills The Cat (Bonus Chapter)

*Jade's p.o.v.*

"So Ms. Miller. Tell me how you feel? Anything new in your life?" My councilor Mr. Brown asked me.

"Yeah! I am pregnant with an anonymous guy I met in the club. I have just kidnapped the president's son, because he is super hot. I earned around 2 million selling drugs. I burned down a village because they were not ready to leave the place where I wanted to build my mall with all my black money. I just killed my neighbor because they refused to let me take their dog. Umm....I guess that's pretty much it." I said pressing my lips and shrugged.

He let out a huge sigh and placed a plam on his face in frustration.

Well right now I was in the middle of my "therapy", which I absolutely hate.

If you are wondering then yes. I have afew mental illness. Well that's what the doctors say though. But ask me, and my answer is gonna be "I am fine." Because I am, like people what is wrong with you.

When feel it's a problem, when you don't feel is also a problem. Like what do you want?

They say I have Alexithymia and Depression. They say that my brain takes quite a lot of effort to trust someone. They say I need people around me more to learn emotions.

Well it's not like I was born like this it's just that, the incidents in past caused a real damage to my brain that it actually forgot emotions. It's true I am learning different feelings but I hate it, yet a part of me still needs it.

It was so much better when I was alone, when I didn't feel anything. And now I am feeling loads of things. Things I never felt before, things I refused to feel before. But ever since these two brother and sister came to my life, I am always emotionally messed up.

At certain point of my life I even forgot how to feel happy, what it means to feel sad. I just didn't care anymore. I didn't have any expectations or huge dreams anymore. I used to always dream with my mom. But they are long gone.

They are dead, just like mom. I buried them along with mom....

I was lost in my thoughts when Mr. Annoying aka my councilor decided to snap me out of my thoughts. "Ms. Miller. If you don't corporate we can never solve your problems. We can't pull you out of those misery. We can help you let us help you..."

Well it's true. I don't corporate. I never did. And I don't think I will ever do. But let me tell you the fun part, I just love annoying the shit out of them.

And one more thing, I HATE PSYCHOLOGISTS. They annoy me the most. All they do is push you....they try to look through you even if you don't want. They try to find your weak point and hurt you. They just dig out your old wounds and make things more painful. Tsk! They make me see red. They are so annoying. And don't test me cause if I get a chance I would like to make them taste their own medicine.

And all they ever say is they are helping us when all they do is give you some fucked up advices that you are definitely not gonna do.

You may ask why I still come here? Well that's because Alex thinks it will help me. Well he should know he is dead wrong.

I find another way to annoy him.

"Hey Doc! Wanna hear a joke?" I asked tilting my head giving a childlike look.

"Sure Ms. Miller. Anything that makes you feel better."

"Why did the scarecrow win an award?"