On The Way Of Loving You

baby tuna?

Mark's P.O.V.

'Should I call him or should i not?'

'OK I'll call him.'

'But what if...........no no I'll call him'

'For what reason I wanna call him again?'

'Yeah! I don't even know. Just great. What am I gonna say to him.'

I've been fighting with myself for like hours now, whether to call him or not.

V gave me jinyoung's number willingly.

Who am I kidding? After hours of begging and crying I finally got his number. I wonder why he didn't wanted to give me.

I was thinking too deep staring at the phone already  jinyoung's number on dialing, all I have to do is tap the call button but my tumb is trembling. Suddenly jackson came out of nowhere and tap the call button.
My eyes widened.

'Oh shit'

"Why did you do that Jackson?" I asked glaring dragger at him.

"Gosh! I was annoyed by your action." He replied.

"You know what....you are always creating such......" I was about to give him a piece of my mind when I heard-

"Hello! Hello" from the other side.

I'm ruined. I wasn't ready. Again I glared at Jackson giving the look of 'I'll see you later' and prepared myself.

"He-hello" I said. Damn I stuttered. Sounds so stupid.

"Yeah! Who's is this?" He asked.

"I-ah....Mark  I'm mark" I replied.

"Ohh..mark is there some particular reason you called for?"

"I...I..why did i call again? I don't know" I mumbled to myself. He wasn't supposed to hear it but he probably did.

"Huh?" He asked confused.

"I I mean no particular reason but umm....wanna hang out today?" I asked nervously.

"I'm sorry ! Today I'm kinda busy."

"OK then next time." I said feeling disappointed.

"Sure" he said.

"Just let me know when your free. OK see you." With that I hung up.

I wonder if he really moved on and really have someone now. If so, what am I gonna do? Will I be able to move on? I mean, I know I want him but I don't wanna ruin his happiness this time. Without me even realizing I reached in my room.

Even though I knew him at past, now he's a new person to me. I know nothing about him now, I don't even know what he does here. It seems like I have to find out all about him first. Then my eyes landed on laptop on my table. I rushed towards it, opened it and quickly logged into Facebook. I tried searching jinyoung's name in facebook. Several  account showed up with name jinyoung but none of them were my jinyoung's account. I wonder if he's even in facebook. Then I clicked onto V's account and scan through his friend list..........

Wait is it jinyoung's account  @parknyoung
 
I clicked on it and looked through his timeline. Indeed it was jinyoung's cause there was a picture of him with a baby? uploaded ten months ago. With the caption saying-
 
          My baby tuna is finally growing up. It's his 3th birthday today. Papa loves you baby :*