But apart from the pounding of my heart in my chest I couldn’t stop staring at his extending black wings. So black as the night, nothing compare to Arianne’s blindly white wings. His were black like abyss. And huge, so huge I really wondered how he managed to have them open in my bedroom. Him on the other hand was dressed in black. Dangerous! My mind screamed. His black hair was falling into his eyes and he run his hand through them and pushed them back. His gaze then fell on my. The moment our eyes met I sucked in breath and stepped back. He smiled watching my reaction, knowing I was scared. But I decided not to give him that satisfaction.
-What do you want Cam? I demanded. He didn’t come closer but his smile widened
-To kill you as you now know. He mused. My heart was pounding so hard I felt like my heart was going to exploded . I’m so dead. I needed an escape plan and I needed quickly.
-Go ahead. I replied taking a step forward to show him that I wasn’t afraid of him. His smile turned into a smirk and he walked toward me and stepped in front of me; I held my breath and stare into his vivid green eyes. His thick lashes lowered as his gaze fell on me.
-Arianne told you but here you are pretending to be brave. He said with a deep voice. If the situation was different his voice could sound sexy but now it only sounded dangerous.
-You underestimate me. Beside you are the one afraid of me. Because depend on what Arianne told me I can destroy you and everyone like you. So you are the one afraid of me. I really hadn’t no clue how I managed to be so calm and have the courage to tell him something like that when I knew what he was capable of.
-Hm..interesting. Doesn’t change the fact I’m gonna end you Girly. He replied with an arrogant voice
-Doesn’t change the fact that you’re scared of me. I went on. His full lips curled up in a smile. With a quick move that catch me out off guard he grabbed both of my hands and he pushed me on the wall. Yeah not so quickly. I gave him an ironic smile and kick me with the heel of my boot on his ankle. Now he wasn’t expecting that. He let go of me and I pushed him back running to the door but he yang me back catching me form my wrist. I tried to pulled free but his grip was strong so I literally threw myself of him making him lose his balance but his hand was still on my wrist. As a result I landed on top of him. I blinked from the sudden fall and try to get up but he didn’t let me. Instead he rolled me over and he was now atop of me with his huge wings still spread. I start kicking and hitting him in his chest with my hands but he grab each of my hand and held it down.
-Let…me…go… I said between heavy breaths.
-Thought you weren’t afraid of me. He said sarcastically leaning closer.
-Let me go Cam!! I screamed. The familiar smirk return to his face and amusement glittering his deep green eyes.
-Told you one day you’ll be screaming my name. I felt tears burning in my eyes but I wouldn’t let them fall. I wouldn’t let him defeat me.
-We are also in a very interesting position don’t you agree Girly? He asked lowering his body to mine. True was we were in a weird position. He was atop of me, holding my hands down his dark wings hiding the light of my bedroom and my legs were open. Duh what was wrong with me? Only god knows how many seconds I’ve left before I die and I was thinking about our position?
-You know, he went on
-I’ve killed you so many times, in so many lives but I have to admit that in this lifetime you are damn sexy. He whispered. I narrowed my eyes to him.
-Let me go. My voice was lower now and my breath was coming out heavier. I couldn’t keep my eyes away from his. His eyes were just mesmerized even for a killer.
-You’re staring. He said. I swallowed hard and try to look away. Something was seriously wrong with me. He wanted to kill me and I was thinking about his eyes his beautiful, gorgeous deep green-
-Just do it. Kill me. I breath.
-Oh I will girly don’t worry about it, I will. But first I’m gonna do something we both want. And then his lips met mine. And like the time in the bonfire I gave in. It was like he had some effect on me.. Oh well he did. Expect the fact that he was a great kisser and sexy as hell. And he wanted me dead. I mean like seriously? What the heck was wrong with me? But I didn’t do anything to break free from his kiss. His lips were soft but his kiss was hard and passionate and I was kissing him too. On the one hand it was giving me time to thing but on the other hand it was pathetic to kiss the man that wanted me dead. Forbidden and wrong in every way. His hand left mine and his right hand reached for my thigh. He was caressing it softly sending shivers down my spine. His lips left mine and pressed to my neck. I hated how he made me feel.
-No…don’t..I whispered.
-We both know you want too. He said and kissed me again.
-You want to kill me. I said between heavy breaths
-I can give it a rest for today. He start kissing my neck as my mind screamed wrong but my body…my body was on fire. My fingers tangled in his hair and I kissed him again. He took of my dress with a simple shift move and looked at me for a second before kiss me again. I went for his shirt and when I took it off I started to touch his muscles with my finger.
-We…shouldn’t..I said locking eyes with him
-But you don’t want me to stop.. And I don’t want either. So for today screw everything. No no no no I couldn’t do that. I’ve just learned a bit angels and the prophecy and Cam wanted me dead… I shouldn’t do that. And damn I was with Daniel. Why couldn’t he just kill me?
-No… I said again even though my hand were on his pants. He knock it off and kissed me again.
-Yes. He said and took of my bra and panties and start kissing my neck again. I reached for his boxer and took it off too. God he was hot.
-I knew you wanted me girly. He said and lower his body to mine. I felt enter into me and a small moan escape my lips. Cam lifted his head and smiled with a half smile.
-Oh..my… I breathed and try to dag my nails in his back but his wings kind of were in the way.
-Oh Cam… I breath again
-You…are…hot. He said and kissed me again. My legs were circling his waist and he was moving inside me ,I wasn’t thinking right now I wasn’t thinking at all. My mind was blank and my body was on fire. I knew I would regret this the moment I realized it. But as bad as it was I really do wanted him. And all that I’ve learned today.. Maybe it was my escape from reality. Maybe I was just taken down by all this and that why I was giving in. His finger stroke my breast softly and for a moment he look me in the eye smiling. He didn’t said a word and I reached for his lips. He moved in me again and I moaned to his satisfaction.
-That’s my girl. He said and pressed his lips to my breast. At least he wasn’t killing me. That was something. I didn’t knew I wanted him so bad until that very moment.
-Kiss me Cam. I said. A playful smiled spread across his lips.
-You soooo want girly don’t you? He asked
-Just…kiss…me.. I replied under my breath and then he did kiss me and it just me and him. Our bodies had become one now, his wings still wide open and I was under his spell having completely lose control.
Next thing I knew the next morning was that I remember exactly what had happened yesterday. The other thing was I had no idea where I was, because I wasn’t in my room and Cam was nowhere to be seen. Oh my god.. This shouldn’t be good not after I had sex with a fallen angel who wanted me dead. Oh my… I sat up from the bed –not my bed- and turn on the lights. The room came to life and it’s characteristics where now visible. It was a bedroom, a big one unlike mine. The bed in the middle of the room was a double one. The wall was a faint white, seems like the owner didn’t gave much attention in the details. There where two wooden furniture in each side of the bed one had a cell upon it. Without a second thought a walk toward there and took the cell in my hands. And it was my cell. Okay… Where the hell was i? And why my cell was here and most importantly HOW had end up here? Suddenly the door open and as I expected Cam walked in.
-And the Sleeping Beauty finally awakes. He said sarcastically. I felt my cheeks burning and I said nothing.
-Don’t you have any question? For instance.. How did you end up here girly? He was being ironic now and I wanted to slap him. Instead I stayed silent. He walked toward me and I took a step back as he stopped right in front of me. The familiar smirk spread across his face his green eyes glittering with amusement like last night.
-If you’re gonna kill me just do it. I blurred managing to keep my voice low despite the fact that my heart start to beat faster and faster.
-I will but not yet. He replied. So what now? I have minutes? Days before I die? Damn it! I needed to get out of here fast.
-You seem scared. Why don’t you relax a bit hm? I told you I’m not gonna kill you yet. He raised his hand and his finger wrapped around some of my dark hair. I gaze at his hand which were inches away from my face and then I turned to him.
-Burn in Hell. I told him under my breath. He freed my hair and smiled again.
-Oh babe.. I’ve already been there. For some reason the hair of the back of my neck rose at those words. He definitely sounded dangerous now and I relay wished I’ve heard Arianne when she was telling me to stay away from him. Why I’ve been so easily fooled by his charm?
-Look at you. I can see the fear in your eyes girly and they say that you will lead them to your dad? And then help him destroy Lucifer? That’s just pathetic. He laughed out loud and this time I couldn’t help it. I slap him hard. Like really hard. He blinked in surprise and rubbed his cheek. Then his expression darkened, his green eyes found mine and I could see a fire into them. Within minutes he catch both of myy hands and stuck me on the wall.
-You think you’re brave girly? Well guess what! You’re not! He yelled. My heart was pounding so hard on my chest like a bomb which was about to explode. I tried to break free but he was stronger
-Let me go! I yelled but of course he didn’t. Instead he leaned closer to me, so close I felt his hot breath on my face.
-Please. I begged and turned my head so I wouldn’t look at him. But even though I wasn’t looking at him I knew he was smiling.
-You scared little girl. He whispered and I felt tears burning on my eyes. How I could be so fool to trust him and sleep with him when I knew what he was capable off? When I knew he wanted me dead? He finally let go but I stayed were I was.
-I really wanna see you try though. He said and walk toward the bed where he lay.
-Come here. He ordered me. My foots wouldn’t obey me but I had to do as he said hoping that this way I could buy me some time to get the hell out of here. So I slowly walked to the bed and sat on it’s edge. I felt him coming behind me and I closed my eyes. He could kill me in any second. But instead of that, I felt his hot breath on my neck and his lips brushed my ear.
-You could spent your last day very…creatively you know. His hand moved to my shoulder and he lowered my shirt and kissed my bear flesh. I felt my stomach fluttered and my heart start to beat faster again.
-Don’t. I breathed
-Oh come on now girly. We both know you cant resist me. I refused to looked at him because if I did God only knows what would happen so I shut my eyes. But that didn’t stopped him. He kept on caressing me in my shoulder or my neck and kissing me. If that wasn’t a torture I didn’t know what was then.
-No. I got up and turned to face him
-Stop that! I said feeling rage overwhelmed me
-Why? We have some time as I said we have a bed and.. you want me. He got up and took a step closer
-No! You want to kill me and God knows how many innocent people you have killed! I yelled. His shrugged
-A lot actually. Angels and humans. He replied
-You’re disgusting. I whispered and that’s when the first tears escaped my eyes. Angry tears actually
-You’re a murdered. He narrowed his eyes but smiled
-And you slept with me girly. He took another step closer and lifted my chin so I would look directly in his vivid green eyes.
-You slept with me and deep down you’re still want me. You want me to kiss you and do you other things as well. I can hear your heart beating from nervously and anxiety when I do things like that. He leaned closer and his lips barely touched mine. I sucked in breath and just like he said my heart start to beat faster. I had to get out of here as sooner as possible and not only because I could die in any second but because there was a huge chance that we would end up in bed. Again
Thankfully he left after that and I was alone again. I immediately reached for my cell phone and tried to call Arianne but just like I have expected it has no signal here. Next thing I tried was to get out but the door was locked. What a surprise! I start wondering around the house trying to find something, anything that could help me defend myself if something happened. I end up with a small knife I found on the kitchen. I groaned frustrated with myself. How could I be so stupid to trust him when I knew what he was and that he wanted me dead? I’ve hooked up with him knowing that something might goes wrong and here I was, kidnapped by him in the middle of nowhere .
I headed downstairs and looked out of the window. Yep definitely in the middle of nowhere. The only thing I could see was trees and the blue sky nothing else. Oh god.. What if my mom have called home? She will go nuts if she though that something might have happened to me. And Daniel… he must be wondering where I was too. My only hope was that Arianne might understood what had happened but even if she did how would she find me here?
I felt tears in the back of my eyes angry tears for myself. And then the door opened and Cam walked in this time with his beautiful wings spread. I had to admit that, his wings were mesmerizing as Arianne’s, so beautiful it hurt me to look directly at them. Difference was that Arianne’s wings were a pure white and Cam’s was dark representing perfectly how dangerous and bad he was. I wiped my tears away with the back of my hand and turned my back to him. I was sitting on the cough so I brought my kneels closer to my body and looked outside of the window.
-Aww someone is mad? He asked with a theatrical way that made me wanna rip his head off. And believe if I had the chance I would. I’ve hide the knife in my jean so he wouldn’t see it. I dint reply and refused to even glare at him nor I spoke. But my belly decide it was the right time to show that I was hungry so it purred. I shut my eyes and waited for his ironic comment but instead he simply asked
-You’re hungry? Surprised I opened my eyes and turned to him. He was no watching me curiously like he’ve never seen anyone hungry before. I didn’t say anything but I nodded.
-Well I guess I can do something then. Be a good girl. He said with a smirk and left again only to return 15 minutes later holding a box of pizza. The smell filled the room by there was no chance I would move. His wings had disappeared now and he looked like the normal teenager I though he was. He walked toward me and sat beside me, opened up the box and took one piece. Then he nodded with his head to the rest of the pizza
-Come on it’s all yours. I wont bite. He said and offered me a piece. So I gave in and tentatively took the piece. I looked at him who was watching me waiting to see what I was about to do.
-Lucy it’s not poisoned if that’s what you thinking. He said.
-Well you cant be trusted. I snapped at him
-In case you didn’t noticed I just ate one piece of this too. He said arching a brow.. Well yeah he was right about it but stil… Oh damn it I was hungry. I took the box in my lap grab a piece and start eating.
When I finished I washed my hands and returned in the couch but Cam was missing. Yay for me. Seconds later I heard water running and realized he must having a shower. It would be the best chance to leave… Slowly I reached the door and place my hand on the knob. And it opened. I literally hold my breath. I may didn’t knew where I was or where I should go but this was my chance. So I start running.
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A Fallen FanFiction: Your Dark Angel (With Cam)
FanfictionThis is a story about Cam and Luce (Yep from Lauren's Kate books, Fallen) but with my point of view and since i'm team Cam well ;) Luce is the key to a war, a war between Heaven and Hell, between angels and fallen angels. But one certain fallen ange...