A Fallen FanFiction: Your Dark Angel (With Cam)

Chapter 20: Guilty

My mind was a mess. I was still trying to process what had happened with Cam. He was different. Kind I would say. And confused as I was. I’ve never though he could be like that, like ever. And me? I had to make up my mind and see what I wanted. Arianne insisted that this was a plan but i… believed him. She wasn’t there to see him and she neither knew him like I did. Last night… It wasn’t like the first time we had sex. And afterward he had admit that he had to kill me but didn’t want to. He was bound by his duty but I think he might…liked me.

 The door opened and made me jump. My mom got in.

-Good morning honey. She said

-Oh hey. She flashed a smile. She gave me a small hugged and kissed my forehead.

-How was last night?

-Great actually. I replied smiling. But when I was thinking about last night the only thing that came to my mind was Cam.

-I’m happy to- She stopped as she heard the door.

-Wait. She walked out of the room to open the door.

 Almost 5 minutes later the door of my room opened again and Daniel walked in.  The guilt overwhelmed me.

-Hey babe. He sat on the corner of the bed and brought his lips to mine. I was surprised I wanted to drew back. I was also surprised that I didn’t want him to kiss me and because the kiss was soft and not harsh. I was surprised that I wanted him to be Cam.

-What are you doing here? I asked. He blinked in surprise

-I..came to see you. He said softly

-Yeah…. What was wrong with me? Why I was so distant? And even dare I say, cruel to him. I mentally slapped myself. Cam was the bad guy and even though he tried to kill me…I still wanted him. And I knew that deep inside he wanted me too. But what was I supposed to say to Daniel? Break up with me?

-Are you okay? He asked me narrowing his eyes

-Yeah I just.. you know. Feel sleepy and all. I laughed nervously

-Are you sure it’s only that? It has anything to do with the angels or Cam? My heart sank at the mention of his name and I felt guilt. What have I done? Cam was.. Cam, the bad guy who wanted to kill me. An arrogant, selfish men who only cared about himself. Daniel on the other hand cared about me and he’s been always here for me. I told him the truth but he didn’t left me, instead he stayed here by my side.

-No everything’s fine. I haven’t seen Cam since..then. I replied. Daniel came closer and cupped my hand with his and looked me straight in the eye.

-Luce you know you can tell me anything. And right now I know something’s bothering you. So go on tell me. He was making me feel even worse if that’s was even possible. I was about to say something to change the subject but then the room and Daniel start to fade until I wasn’t in my room anymore

 I was standing again in that house I was dreaming about. It was in the forest, probably the one outside of my town because it looked familiar enough. The sky was dark and heavy raindrops were falling. Curious I walked toward the house and head to the door. To my surprise it was open. I pulled it back lightly and it opened. I walked in and-

 I was back to my room with Daniel’s gray eyes looking at me full of concern.

-Are you okay? I blinked and focused on him again.

-You weren’t listening.

-I  know i…kind of.. had a vision.  I swallowed feeling my throat dry. Something was in that place, something very important and I had to find out.

-Of what? He asked curling his hand around my waist to comfort me.

-A house. One that was in the forest outside of the town. I tried to get in but as soon as I opened the door I was here again. I explained looking on the floor.

 Daniel buried my head in his chest, hugging me and kissed the top of my head softly. I shut my eyes for a second and then it hit me.

 All this weird dreams of the same house and today’s vision started when I turned 18, the age were according to Arianne I was supposed to start having powers and everything else. And they wanted me to lead them to Michael. What if in that house was Michael? I needed to talk to Arianne to help me figure this out and- She was mad at me.

 How great.

-What are you thinking? Daniel asked me pulling back

-That I have to talk to Arianne, problem is we had an argument.

-What about? He asked confused. Yeah… what was I supposed to tell him now?

-Um, nothing important. Just us girls being girls.

-Ok, you will figure things out I’m sure. He said kissing my forehead, then my eyes,  my nose and finally my mouth. I shut my eyes, tilted my head back and let him kissed me.

 His kiss was nothing like Cam’s fierce and harsh kisses. Daniel was kissing me softly with care, paying attention on how to touch me and how not to.  It was a whole different sensation kissing him.

 He pulled me back gently and I lay on the bed but I stopped him bringing my hand on his chest.

-Daniel.. not now. I breathed

-Right. Mommy is home. He flashed me a small smile and sat up

-So.. I said tossing my hair

-Wanna go for coffee? I suggested

-Sure thing. He replied