A Fallen FanFiction: Your Dark Angel (With Cam)

Chapter 35: So it begins...

 I wasn’t in the mood for doing anything that day. I just wanted to lay on my bed and sleep so I wont think any of it. Any of the words he had said, nor the possibilities that, most of them were actually true. He would indeed killed my friends and Michael if he had the chance he said so himself. And then Daniel’s words echoed in my head That’s what you chose Luce? A murderer? Cam was a murderer. He had admitted. And he wasn’t gonna change, so why really bother? Why, have a relationship with him when he was killing people, or angels in my situation. And why be with him? Everything he said was true. And we couldn’t find a damn solution that was true as well. Because he wasn’t going to leave Hell as I wasn’t going to leave Heaven. This was… wrong. But how came it was wrong when it felt so right? When he hands were in mine like they were meant to be? When his kisses sent my body in fire?

 And the worst part was that all I felt, I would have to keep them inside since I had no one to talk too. Yes Arianne was my friend but if I tell her what happened with Cam she would probably throw a party. So she wasn’t an option, let alone Gabbe.

 After a while my parents got home and mom came to my room

-Hey babe. She said walking in and kissing my cheeks. I smiled with a sad smile

-Hey. She understood something was up within seconds

-What’s wrong sweetheart? She asked settling down beside me

-Nothing. Everything is fine. I reassured her

-Sweetie I’m your mother I know when something is going on so go ahead and tell me. I didn’t reply. I wanted to talk to someone but how do you explain to your mom that your fallen angel boyfriend dump you, because of a stupid war between Heaven and Hell, and because he believed he was a murderer which was actually true?

-Problem with Daniel? She asked softly brushing my hair back. Well at least I should give her the update to that.

-We broke up. 

-Oh sweetie don’t worry you’ll-

-No mom. I broke up with him? She looked at me in astonishment, taken aback, as she knew how much I liked him.

-Yeah i… Was kinda like another boy and we kind of..date. Men what I was saying? Cam had just walked out on me and I was telling my mother we were dating? 

-Who is he? She asked smiling

-From school. We hanged out a lot and… we have a lot in common and we kind of are together but we got in a fight and yeah… I trailed of not sure why I was making up a story like this. Wish it was true though. It will be easier.

 After she sat with me a little longer, telling me not to worry, I told her I would go out for a walk. It was time to meet with Arianne.

 I wore my skinny jean, a black tank top and start heading to the forest.

 As soon as I got there, Arianne was leaning in a tree her wings spread. 

-Hi. I muttered

-What’s wrong? Was her first question. Damn it. Was it really that obvious to anyone that something was up?

-N-nothing. I said. She arched her brows.

-Just…Cam. As soon as I spill out his name her eyes went wide.

-No he didn’t hurt me physically or emotionally. Well kind of. Anyway you can throw a party, we broke up, because he says it’s wrong and we cant find a solution and that I’m suppose to hate him because he is a murderer. Her eyes were still wide.

-He… told you all of this? She asked and I nodded.

-Oh my God. He..is stubborn and selfish why tell you all of that? Luce… I think he might be into you! She said in horror